Kind of Blue.

My spirit is broken My faults I have claimed them I'm tired of running From all of these demons Let's get I'll face them Roll me a blunt and then breakup with satin I'm explaining my story for some reason i hate it Hi I am Terrence I'm filled with depression My demons teach lessons On how I missed blessings I know I'm progressing Excuse me one second How you play me when I'm playing your game Let me back track and put you on game Show you the things that you will my claim I was to good but you wanted fame Fame in the streets that's a dirty ass game I rather stay solo And ride on my lonely I rather ride dolo Then ride with my homie You know I love broadi But something has changed Chances of winning the table Favors of keeping it stable Stuck in a matter of this should be that But I am just this so I can't go back Back to the beef or just deep in the streets Aaron need me Tyler need me Aubrey need me So does Breonna I said I was tired of fighting these problems I am to strong so slaughter my goblins No cages and bottles just ounces of smoke Let me back on to why I'm so blue I was chocked out until I had turned blue This is something that has happened since two As a young teen I was pushing mower Making some money to help out my momma But y'all would just clown me for not dressing finer Damn I'm sorry For causing some problems But hear me I'm starting I starred at a window And Guessed how the wind blowed Now that was my choice To live it that simple How you play me when I'm playing your game Why it seem like we always getting played Why it seem like we can't never do right Arguing over whose wrong and whose right This is so crazy who cares who is right Pass me gelato I'm about to take flight Headed to Youngn's I'm staying the night Headed to Zack's and then stayed a new night Hi I am Terrence I'm filled with depression My demons teach lessons On how I missed blessings I cheated and lied To my beautiful wife Damn near went homeless Was lost in the night Damn near hung slowly and ended my life Depressions a monster I lived in that life I blamed it on Laura I knew it won't right I ran from my problems and ordered a flight Damn I know it's old but I gotta release this pain and move on for inner peace Kind of Blue