Entry 1: Collide

Hello Jonathan, do you remember me? It's Malcom, some know me as Moloch? But you can call me Felicidad, Felicidad Salvador Heard a familiar voice from inside, but decided to ignore it Cops blast his pops, broad day 2 years after the kids birth was Heard of It's the sickness, no scripture that very same sickness that finally caught right up with him First taste of schemes, age 14 Robbed his plug for two zips, 14 times four nah mean Not a fiend but see, no means mean take its stressful Pull a lick or two now he successful up in the cesspool Lemme tell you Ya moms got rid of me in the second trimester I woulda been ya sibling She didn't die during birth either They found her hanging four days after Swimming and livid at this point past knee deep Had a significant other broke his heart by like 16 Depression, rejection, that late nights insight Got a call, his best friend just took his life SHIT Now the walls closing in around him got his GED two months ago but that ain't finna help him Doubt himself begins to drink it out Upset, obsessed needs to seek some help LIKE DAMN, DOG whatchu really doing Slip and get caught for actin like you knew this Calamity, the kid pleads insanity Blamed a lack of esteem on a lack family Sentenced served, now he out patient bound Still a loose nut but allowed around razors now Being honest tossed in the pharmaceutical gauntlet Found another person in the program shared a lot of trauma With so they booked it all jux aside But the two of them together straight amplified The problem, watch the cops come across the street Laughin, reminiscing now we shoot dope in peace Shit I watched you come up Now I'm watching you come down it all comes around Life's a beautiful thing When you committed to doin ya thing Oh yeah, i seen ya female leaving ya boys crib Probably just copping pills huh?