Burnt Out

This shit is crazy how these gimmicks blow up overnight! I've been debating with, if I should hold up in this fight Pen game amazing but no hope I see no growth online Im hesitating cause I know I'm grown I must provide To my precious babies but I want more than a normal life Living with my lady sorta struggle but we getting by Rent here is so crazy California homes too fucking high and I ain't trying to rent a room or work until croak and die! So here I've been spitting tunes Wishing I can get it soon Sitting in the living room Scribbling until the moon Disappear I've been consumed With a fear My mission doomed Quit this shit you big buffoon! Cause you'll never get a record deal A mansion or 11 mil You can't advance, or plan to build When ya planted standing still Man up and go get a skill Or let ya family live in filth Collecting cans for rent and bills! Issa feeling of being stuck A feeling of being ill Feeling of no luck A feeling I can't build I'm limited on my funds Just hoping to get a deal Been living here in a hut With bugs and 1 meal! I'm at the end of my wits Cause I've been killing this shit But haven't risen a bit Just be persistent youll win Is what I'm thinking but then I end up with zero ends I'm filled with bills to the rim I need a real position Cause being ill with the pen Isn't a meal to my kin I need to fill the kitchen and feed my little children! How many skilled musicians Live on a hill with a Benz? A minuscule 2 percent? Guess it was cute to pretend Said I'm drowing in here! Man I've been out here for years But haven't found a career That might amount to a mil Inside accounts and fear That I'm a clown to my dear So I'll dip out, dissapear Switch routes Sprout a career Thats sound No scrounging from here On out I vow to this, mirror, I'm out No album quit here Sit down, pound on some beers! Somehow theres talent but bills Amount to thousands for real Just now my balance hit zero I'm out, man, how is this real? Issa feeling of being stuck A feeling of being ill Feeling of no luck A feeling I cant build I'm limited on my funds Just hoping to get a deal Been living here in a hut With bugs and 1 meal (1 meal)