Conflicts

Hey bro i just wanted to call And i know we've been dreaming about this life Since we were kids man this is... this is crazy I'm out here doing it but... I'm struggling man All I'm thinking about is being back home with you and... family... Shit I never thought it would be this hard bro It's like a war with myself that I just cant win Dreaming of this life on the road Without knowing how much it would cost It's eating me I always knew what i wanted I never thought of the actions that i had to take It's eating me As you stood there singing praise Wondering when you're alone if this is just a phase (With your life) with your life placed (By my) by my absence That's what the people have known Leaving my loved ones all alone With my heart at my home The light at the end is getting harder to see My fear is this The mask that i wear is slowly becoming me Dreaming of this life on the road Without knowing how much it would cost It's eating me alive I always knew what i wanted (Wanted) I never thought of the actions that i had to take It's eating me eating me alive These moments Mean nothing without you here I need you I always envisioned this differently This pain this conflict its killing me Something has to change I need you and they need me This constant war inside my head Am i... going insane