Good Enough

Giving my best, I wonder if I'm good enough Should I stay, should I go I don't know Giving my best, I don't feel like I'm good enough Should I stay, should I go I don't know It seems I'll never get the credit I deserve 'cause I ain't hood enough I always seem to get the feeling that I'm never good enough I'm always taking chances when I'm knowing that it could be rough Because when I was young they taught me that I always should be tough But I don't know what I did to Karma I know I've always tried to make sure that I never harm her I'm not a charmer, but guarantee I always kept it real But the way I get repaid (nuh-uh) to me that don't appeal It's always fucking negative This shit is too repetitive Stop me before I snap Or at least hand me a sedative Tired of getting the short end of the stick So if you've ever done me wrong go suffocate on a dick I ain't holding nothing back so I'ma sound like a prick But it's better than bashing your bitch ass brain with a brick I'm saying it quick, so I can get the hatred over with And this applies to everyone who's thinking I should just get over it Giving my best, I wonder if I'm good enough Should I stay, should I go I don't know Giving my best, I don't feel like I'm good enough Should I stay, should I go I don't know Now Karma's sister Destiny Me and her are meant to be But see Karma's a bitch And all she does is mess with me Her cousin Hope is testing me They always leave me guessin' b I think I know the answers aye But then I end up guessing B I guess I'll have to wait and see I might be passing with a D If I go and pop some E I still won't feel the ecstasy Why the F or why the H am I smokin' this J for? I guess I couldn't take the L that I just had to pay for Now the situations worse 'cause I've been tryna save more But all I get is lemons, who the fuck's this lemonade for? 'Cause I ain't fucking thirsty, I'll never chase a bitch Just go and ask Karma, 'Cause Destiny won't snitch She always knows it all, but she'll save it for the end And it's a fucking shame that we won't be more than friends I don't believe in Hope, or anything she's saying She makes it sound like its a game, but I ain't fuckin' playin' She asked me, "Why you lyin'?" I said, "I ain't fuckin' layin' I ain't ever gonna stop until I'm underneath those prayin" Giving my best, I wonder if I'm good enough Should I stay, should I go I don't know Giving my best, I don't feel like I'm good enough Should I stay, should I go I don't know Should I stay, should I go I don't know Should I stay, should I stay, should I Should I stay, should I go I don't know Should I stay, should I go I don't know Y'all probably think I'm rapping 'cause I wanna be famous Truth is, if it was famous I would probably hate this This shit is too sincere there ain't no way I could fake this So I know that if you hate, you talking out of your anus You don't know the courage it took to finally say this If you don't understand then go ahead and replay this It's obvious that now there's no way I can toupee this So I gotta make sure nothing possibly keeps away bliss And nothin' ever will, misery is mine to kill Reality gives checks to pay life's bill The shoes I fill, walking down that memory lane Need to be comfortable when I'm walking down every terrain I'll keep it simple and plain I won't settle for fine I see my vision so clear that I won't ever be blind I can't stop this climb, 'till I reach my prime If the good die young, I'm running short on time