I'm a Mess

Yo... I ain't even religious anymore right But I still find myself on my knees praying every night like Why God Why God Why God Have you abandoned me Oh My God My God My God Make a new man of me Oh Why God Why God Why God Have you abandoned me Oh My God My God My God Make a new man of me Cause I'm a fucking mess I'm a I'm a fucking mess That's right I'm a fuckin mess I'm a I'm a fuckin mess Because I'm a fuckin mess I'm a I'm a fuckin mess That's right I'm a fuckin mess I'm a I'm a fuckin mess Alarm goes off, wake up at noon I've got the charm but no one to spoon Maybe it's cause I have zero stability Fear of rejection it gives me agility Know that I'm crushin, I'm falling in love So I'll started rushing, I'll push and I shove Become overwhelming, and like every status Codependency's been paired up with manic I'm the one you've been warned about This feminist, better call him out I've worked so hard time to pour one out One more drink and it starts pouring out Contradict myself, I'm problematic I'm shifting gears, no automatic Outrun my problems it's done with ease Now I'm broke as fuck and I'm on my knees saying Why God Why God Why God Have you abandoned me Oh My God My God My God Make a new man of me Oh Why God Why God Why God Have you abandoned me Oh My God My God My God Make a new man of me Cause I'm a fucking mess I'm a I'm a fucking mess That's right I'm a fuckin mess I'm a I'm a fuckin mess Because I'm a fuckin mess I'm a I'm a fuckin mess That's right I'm a fuckin mess I'm a I'm a fuckin mess People congratulate me on my music but views that I'm getting they seem to dispute it Maybe it's cause I'm ahead of my time And they all like rhythm instead of the rhymes What if I spit like you hear on the radio They will say Murdock came back with that crazy flow Release the singles and top all the charts Forget all my friends and say fuck it to art Start fucking some models on expensive linen Get drunk in the club and disrespect women They got me on TMZ acting a fool It's making me money I spend it on jewels Fuck all the politics, I don't charity Focused on one thing and that is my salary I stack and I stack and I stack to the top Forget all your morals and you will not stop Oh what? Ya'll thought I was in this game to make a difference Haha Nah son I'm only in it for the money, booze, and bitches woo Let's Go Why God Why God Why God Have you abandoned me Oh my God My God My God Make a new man of me Oh why God Why God Why God Have you abandoned me Oh my God My God My God Make a new man of me Because I'm a fucking mess That's right I'm a fucking mess Momma raised a fucking mess Wanna meet a fuckin mess Wanna date a fuckin mess Wanna fuck a fuckin mess That's right I'm a fuckin mess I'm a mothafuckin mess