Substance Abuse

Come alive as I apologize And take me to the dumpster of your heart I know it's just a start I know it's just a start Did you think of something good to tell me Right before you pass out on the floor Don't mess this up No you don't mess this up I am alive I am alone But not tonight I am alive I am with you We drink the blood of christ Did you feel like I was in the room Sometimes I'm not myself Did I do it again Fade out Fade in My eyes go black I grow my horns I lost control I'm self absorbed Into the devil Away, away My sweet little flower My darling briar patch You make him mad, you make him mad And he'll make you sorry Don't you know I'm sorry I'm so sorry I can't remember It all went dark Then there was nothing Nothing at all I guess I'm still the bitch You always said I am You told me you were sorry But you didn't really give a damn And that was when My heart was in a knot I tied it carefully Made sure it didn't come free, but Alexander the Great When I dared you to untie me You cut me with your blade Was it a mistake Alexander the Conquerer Laughing in my face As you left me in disgrace Was it a mistake Now I'm Cynical And I've got a drink I'm heartsick like a dog But the worms helped me think I wish you'd come back to see That you don't mean nothing to me Anymore But you know me I'd probably just say That I still love you and in a way This bitch always will Alexander the King Why'd you do it Why didn't you just kill me Was it a mistake Alexander the Great Yeah not so great Not so great My mistake Yeah I guess I love you Like a coyote loves a cat I pretend to be wounded To draw you closer in Then my friends and I Eat you alive I love you so much I love you or I starve My darling Feed me