If I Was

Take this joint You know what I'm saying man Shit fucked up doe man like Like for these people to really love you out here man You either gotta do one of three things man It's like, you either gotta make it Get locked up Or you gotta die young, shit wicked Man that's how that shit been man Shit crazy Ain't no love out here man For real doe man Long live my nigga Foster young I hope the lord forgive me For all I've done and all im bout to do I stand on my own two Fuck you and you Keep it true Only rock with a few I'm part to blame I can say i should've knew I trusted people when I shouldn't have Now you gotta feel my wrath Shit starting to add up I used to couldn't do the math Thinking back on inner city blues The pain up in them rhymes Three different schools in a real short amount of time It won't too many people there I was a lonely dweller Whole different story when they seen me breaking records They wasn't there when I was down Full of misery But they was all showing face through a youngin victory This shit be wicked But I will not let it get to me Ima just kill em in the booth Make em sick of me This for them youngins who was down against the odds But now the same odds smiling at you Time to the pull the card If I was to die today Please act the same way That you did yesterday Don't want your love if its fake If I was to shine today Don't act like you was always with me I know the difference between 100 and 50 If I was to slip out my bag Lose everything I had And you showed me your back Then keep it like that If I was to rule the world Man let me stop dreaming You wouldn't know the definition If I was the meaning It's crazy what can happen in a year Going through some shit will show you who is really there On top of that It'll make your fears disappear Vision was blurred mane now It's all the way clear I used to think i needed niggas Now I stand alone Before I drove I used to walk them streets to get home And some will say I changed up Yeah I bet Man I forgave you for that shit But I will never forget I'd rather have some real hate Than some fake love At least I know the hate gon' be there when push comes to shove Put your family first Never put no one above But watch them too Cause I was left hangin by my cuz, damn Im isolated for the most part The way these people operate done left me with a cold heart If you ain't there through the ups and the downs Then ima tell it to you straight Stay the fuck from around If I was to die today Please act the same way That you did yesterday Don't want your love if its fake If I was to shine today Don't act like you was always with me I know the difference between 100 and 50 If I was to slip out my bag Lose everything I had And you showed me your back Then keep it like that If I was to rule the world Man let me stop dreaming You wouldn't know the definition If I was the meaning