Honest

You always told me that my work is best when I'm honest Said I should of never be modest Said they'll play my shit in onyx Still think about you that's me being honest (Just me being honest) And honesty all that qualities you'd expect from me have regrettably been lost in the nigga I used to be so lately I been Facin blunts instead of facing my problems Songs on my macbook don't know what to call em Chick in my bed that's browner than autumn (Browner than autumn) have shon sing it I been keeping to myself reading some books off the shelf All these hoes telling me stories so I started reading myself I been keeping to myself Not many niggas I trust or women I love I find solace in the bud She found solace in the fuck Said that she don't do this much but her man acting up you can tell that her life lacks a rush, tell that she don't give a fuck I said you looking for love she looking to fuck Guess that's just her being honest I've loved before but never been in love that's just me being honest Ain't been sleeping lately all this shit on my conscience is keeping me conscious I'm just being honest I'm just being honest I'm just being honest I'm just being honest I'm just being honest I'm just being honest I'm just being honest I'm just being honest Two wrongs don't make a right but they make us even Honesty's a policy she don't believe in Just me being honest, just me being honest, just me being honest Just me being honest just me being honest Face a L tryna get some sleep (insomnia) Countin money instead of countin sheep (I'm counting up) Lotta problems last couple weeks (too many) But I don't got no one to speak (no body) No one to speak to no ones my equal All this division lately and you adding problems baby this what it equals You call it friends with benefits I call it single You tell ya girls that we talking and I told my boys that we mingle You telling me that I need you Fucking with no obligation Talkin with no conversation Go to dinner but ain't dating Love all the shit that I'm hatin I try to be real and you tell me I'm fakin Ignore what I feel cause I'm not used to waiting I'm not used to dating I'm not used to hating every single word on the tip of my tongue Lies loaded like a gun Realized I stopped having fun become more self aware And gave less of a care bout the thoughts of my peers I think My biggest fear is not bein aware that I'm ceasing to care nonchalant as ever and I don't even care That's just me being honest Spell out my name like it's phonics J e two r's with a y Just Enough Rare Real Young guy I'm a different kinda fly Just me being honest just me being honest just me being honest Just me being honest just me being honest just me being honest Honesty's a policy she don't believe in two wrongs make us even that's what I believe I been thinking and drinking and staying up on the weekends I hope when I die I'm sleeping Cause I be dreaming