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I guess tables turn I guess bridges burn Guess I gotta learn That I shouldn't put you first I Been going thru the worst Just to see my worth Look at all the shit I've been thru I still don't miss you I used to get you But now adu Is what I bid you Let's stress the issue When we broke up You said it is you I see it's me now I bet you see how Down I was too Those second chances Whoever asks for seconds dances I didn't go to prom But I still know it doesn't happen Or should we tell ourselves That in this moment could be magic I wondered sometimes But then I roll up And imagine That it was that first day Just to get thru it today I called you on your birthday Hung up before you said hello so I won't make the mistake Of telling you I wished you Have A happy one like hooray But Fuck you All the love in the world Will not remove this hate Like I'm attracted to pain Like im addicted to fixing problems I didn't create Or should I tell myself It's you It's always been It's to late Wait... I'm still on the phone "Save me a piece of cake" "Okay" Don't come to me and tell me what you heard about Lies and rumors only stay alive Thru the word of mouth I can't even find a way To tell you who I'm worried bout Over time I don't even have the time to work it out Business models Women who suit me Take it to personal Putting on a show To show I don't care if the curtain close Starting with my image Just to finish with a couple notes Always taking time for reviews Editorials Cleaning all my messes Janitorial Hoping that my exes get the message Suicidal poems Killing all the feelings That I had for em No emo Sending IMs Without telling them My imo In my opinion It's allot of talking going on A lot of songs that I have wrote That I don't know If I should show It bothers me That I'm still gone Cause I have grown And I'm alone But I've been wrong Few times before Cause I just hope That I get on I tell them this Like jah come on You dream to big Yall still asleep Been the one Since I was three Knew this before I knew me I believed Before I seen I shut my eyes And took a leap I got so high I couldn't dream All I could do was paint a perfect picture of my memories Buy a new canvas And some colors that I didn't need Repeat a couple secrets to myself That I Will never speak Every night I'm writing on the ceiling cause I never sleep All for heaven's sake Never save the ones that l Should keep Thinking bout the places I will be The people I will leave The women I will meet The money I will get And love I'll need... Praying that I don't die Tryna be above it all Still under the most high