Out of Gas

I quit my only job today just so I could do this My folks are getting made today they treat me like I'm Judas Anxiety's really bad today I hope that I can do this I'm out of gas for my ride I wonder how they do this? The legends and my role models who told me to follow all my dreams I'm hoping that my dreams aren't as far away as they seem He told me to stay in it like the crease that's in your jeans But I wonder if the ones who have it might just have it in their genes Insecurities they rise and fall but happiness is worth it all if I work so hard to do this I did it right I did it wrong Maybe these words will get me through this Beginning stage is poetry I can't believe I'll do this Insecurities they rise and fall but happiness is worth it all if I work so hard to do this I did it right I did it wrong Maybe these words will get me through this Beginning stage is poetry I quit my only job today just so I could do this My folks are getting made today they treat me like I'm Judas Anxiety's really bad today I hope that I can do this Beginning stage is poetry I wonder how I'll do this The public sees itself one way and I see it another I pretend I'm happy live by day by night I am another The place I made this I'm all alone except for all my brothers I work so hard on my fucking songs don't listen to another I work so hard on my fucking songs I fall asleep so sadly The shit I make is beautiful but you dispose it gladly I try so hard to spread the word but I need a fucking caddy To tell which iron I need to use to support myself so badly I quit my only job today just so I could do this My folks are getting made today they treat me like I'm Judas Anxiety's really bad today I hope that I can do this I'm out of gas for my ride I wonder how they do this? The legends and my role models who told me to follow all my dreams I'm hoping that my dreams ain't as far away as they seem He told me to stay in it like the crease that's in your jeans But I wonder if the ones who have it might just have it in their genes So can we really all do it or should it stay within our dreams If you love all music as much as me then you see that shit ain't what it seems Or maybe it is and I'm just not there But how does everybody having xans and purple hair Make it to the top of the billboard within their first year Sometimes I think it would be nice for us to lose our minds To completely forget about social constructs And let go of everything that ties us down to one place geographically and within ourselves We tend to try and focus on what we think is important And pretend we're letting go to chase our dreams While holding onto this strange proposed reality effectively hindering ourselves From ever fully capturing what we want We always end up sacrificing part of what we want for something else That we just can't convince ourselves to let go of Something that we know is holding us back I did it right I did it wrong Maybe these words will get me through this Beginning stage is poetry I can't believe I'll do this I'm out of gas, gas For my fucking car There ain't no way that I'm getting far We might be crazy yeah I know we are We might be crazy yeah I know we are I said we might be crazy yeah I know we are I said I'm out of gas for my fucking car and there ain't no way that I'm getting far We might be crazy yeah I know we are I said we might be crazy yeah I know we are