Wake Again

Unstable ground Constantly the run around Straight line the sorrow Without a single sound Here I lay As things become clear as day This high's the closest Thing to love I'll chase Feel sorry for yourself 'Til it rips through your veins Then feel nothing at all For those whose lives you've stripped away Then you stumble back home Fall asleep in your bed Prepared to never wake again Racing mind Uneasy feeling all the time Key in the lock Solace to leave me blind Lie awake Delusioned dreaming keeps me safe This denial's All that holds me sane Feel sorry for yourself 'Til you see that mistake Then you pass on the blame To the sick and deranged Then you look in the mirror Immune to what you see Prepared to live In a fallacy I'm sorry for things that You think I did to you But you were absent when I Needed you the most I'm in too deep now I can't get out There's been too much to weigh me down I can't get out Feel nothing but a shell As the mars lights approach That mistake is dead and gone There's a knife to your throat Then you look in the mirror Horrified by what you see Then you turn to the bottle Stumble back to your bed And you're prepared To never wake again