Just As I Am (Fade)

We kissed under moonlight - standing by your car Where the street twinkled moonshine of every single star I'm dancing over puddles headed back to the duplex You text your other man while wondering who's next Visit that waterfall and take a pic I still have Rested in my phone like a torn tattered photograph Chilling at the crib with apple cider donuts I'm the go getter when I thought about it so much An epiphany of you and me not the main characters Just some side shit - syntax errors There were more signs - prolly should've seen em But I was too far gone missing in my mental illness A spectrum of sicknesses sprinkled on my sister's death That wouldn't let me see you were in pain and hurting Still noticed the moment you knew you were goin Left without a word now I understand the motive I guess we were both afraid that our love would fade So if you find time and you're man leaves you alone Stop by the record store before you gotta head home I'm closing the doors then walking 'round this culdesac You should come find me and scoop me in that hatchback I'd like to see your face shine in the lunar space time Hands around your waist line but nothing can go right That's right - I'll be working overnight You could show up in the parking lot of my apartment complex Would still offer you hand like nothin ever happened Stay with our factions no one knows our actions We can speak through YouTube links Messages at break of dawn flirting 'til you feel it's wrong Could have been the great escape of everything I've ever made But here I am with pen and page just drowning in a tragedy And that's it - it'll be okay I guess we both afraid that our love would all fade I guess we were both afraid that our love would fade Way up in the sky there's a place where we can meet again The world was in your favor, babe, no need for all the decadence I'll be just as I am - throwing stones across infinity And you'll decline to toss one 'cause you just like to watch me I guess we were both afraid that our love would fade