Rain [Album]

I was sitting back and I was thinking man I ain't even trying to deal with this shit no more you know Cham I don't know what to do yo ya know Seem like everytime a nigga make one step man Nigga take two steps back you feel me They told me that pain was just in the frame the irony of that Cause that was the slogan showing When they tried to see my tats Never knew what was in the skin Would finally be a fact Feeling like mother nature's Right behind me with a gat take that The rain's loud on the window when it taps To help with the time I thought that I could finally be relaxed Tired of being po yeah trying to leave the rats Walk out to see three of your tires that be on flat And that one tire left a sign of hope That helps you to keep on grinding When you kinda broke That helps you to keep composure Up around your folk That keeps from trying to wrap a rope Around your throat Don't choke you feeling like giving up Life isn't a million bucks You feeling like living sucks God's telling you hear your boy But you don't wanna give him trust Mama telling you pay your ties And you yell at her back for what So that pastor can ride faster Get some rims on his truck I don't think that they'll miss Ten percent of negative bucks Put some Henny up in your cup Your problems will start to drown But soon as your buzz leaves Then problems come back around damn Keep your head up is what they telling me What it gotta be Sorry but the world keeps stressing me Rain drops round up the memories It's gonna be alright is what they telling me Don't let the stress get the best of me Trying to focus on the road that's ahead of me Till my heaven gets cloudy bout a memory God knows how I feel now On the outside I'm smiling But inside a nigga know he hell bound It's a dark road and I'm right here in the middle of it Do I walk slow or if I run am I'm missing some'ing I took the time out to save a little bread Now my eyes got water in em Why the fuck am I still standing here Nobody love me I ain't happy here My mama said she can't handle him But still I'm looking at the bright side But I view it through my other eye Cause it's a different color sky Then the last one My mind set on the prize that may never come So do I try to stay alive or do I grab a gun End it all put a stop to the pain That goes on in my head everytime it rains But that was speaking so you listening to the thoughts Of an evil spirit in demonic verses everytime I talk I'm confused by my psychologic close set backs In the storm watching out through the wet cracks Looking for heaven off in all the wrong places I've given up so why the long faces let it rain Keep your head up is what they telling me What it gotta be Sorry but the world keeps stressing me Rain drops round up the memories It's gonna be alright is what they telling me Don't let the stress get the best of me Trying to focus on the road that's ahead of me Till my heaven gets cloudy bout a memory Your bills keep adding up to be alone you prefer Bill collectors steady calling Starting to get on your nerves Your rent due on the first But right now it's the third Telling yourself it's gon get better But ain't believing a word Feel like it's hard to deal, Tomorrow it's hard as steel Not to mention the realest member Of your family is getting ill Tell me it isn't so tell me it isn't real In the mist of all the drama You take a lil' time to kneel To deal you take a pill Just to deal with the drama You thinking your life sinking And there isn't a plumber They tell you what doesn't kill you Only makes you stronger You'd have to be a Superman To lift as much as me partner (Could tell you stay strong) You're trying but help is just what you doubting Cause the room is a monsoon That's never gone get to drying The storm is moving on And you thinking these people lying They saying they had it worse But how come they all keep on smiling Keep your head up is what they telling me What it gotta be Sorry but the world keeps stressing me Rain drops round up the memories It's gonna be alright is what they telling me Don't let the stress get the best of me Trying to focus on the road that's ahead of me Till my heaven gets cloudy bout a memory Don't let stress take control Gonna be alright I know I'm ma make it through for sho for sho yeah Don't let stress take control Gonna be alright I know I'm ma make it through for sho for sho yeah Keep your head up is what they telling me What it gotta be Sorry but the world keeps stressing me Rain drops round up the memories It's gonna be alright is what they telling me Don't let the stress get the best of me Trying to focus on the road that's ahead of me Till my heaven gets cloudy bout a memory My memory hey hey yeah Stressing me stressing me my memories That's what they telling me I'm trying to focus on the road that's ahead of me By my memories yeah hey yeah When it seems like nothing but dark clouds Are raining in on your bright sunny day Remember the sunlight always comes after the rain You should be thankful everyday Should be a celebration