Heartbroken

Whoa, I've been tryin' to move forward I'm tryin' But every tear that falls steady be cryin' I come with pain lately I been avoidin' you (I been avoidin' you) Might sound crazy, baby I been savin' you (I been savin' you) Baby, I'm a killer but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you, baby) I don't care about winnin' I be hurt if I lose you Broken hearted, baby I been cryin' (I been cryin') Tryin' to overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin') Broken hearted, baby I been cryin' (I been cryin') Tryin' to overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin') Don't know the last time I done smiled it's been a while (it's been a while) I done broke down into tears, Trey lost trial (Trey, Trey, Trey) He had trial the same week as my birthday (damn) Now tell me how the fuck I'm 'posed to celebrate this day? (how the fuck?) Look me in my eyes and try to see passed my fears 'Cause I been broke, lil' conscious tryna heal myself over the years I got a world on my shoulders I can't no longer hold it (I can't no longer hold it) I know I always save the day but today I need a shoulder (need a shoulder) I been abused while I was a child probably why I don't ever smile Everybody out will take the inch but they won't do the mile for me I broke down deep in tears, my mama say she proud of me Everybody say they love me but I don't think they notice me (no) I come with pain lately I been avoidin' you (I been avoidin' you) Might sound crazy, baby I been savin' you (I been savin' you) Baby, I'm a killer but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you, baby) I don't care about winnin' I be hurt if I lose you Broken hearted, baby I been cryin' (I been cryin') Tryin' to overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin') Broken hearted, baby I been cryin' (I been cryin') Tryin' to overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin') Runnin' away from you lovin' you from a distance (from a distance) Takin' a step back from reality to see what I'm missin' (watch this right here) I really meant it when I told you that I love you I just show it different (I just show it different) Give them loyalty then they crossed me it's become a sequence I really hate when I feel in love it's just a time of the season (time of the season) Jumped in these skreets when I know God didn't have no time for a reason (no time for a reason) I was always chosen, different I ain't wanna be (I ain't wanna be) I watched my mama get abused I remember that time he beat her (I remember the time he beat her) I know you're tired of me bein' these streets rather be on a island with me (ooh) I can't forget where I came from these streets a part of me (the streets apart of me) Lovin' me is like love and basketball, take a gamble with me (take a gamble with me) Look me in my eyes and see yourself that's as far as I see I come with pain lately I been avoidin' you (I been avoidin' you) Might sound crazy, baby I been savin' you (I been savin' you) Baby, I'm a killer but I feel safe with you (I feel safe with you, baby) I don't care about winnin' I be hurt if I lose you Broken hearted, baby I been cryin' (I been cryin') Tryin' to overcome all this pain, I been tryin' (I been tryin') Broken hearted, baby I been cryin' (I been cryin') Tryin' to overcome all this pain, I been tryin' I been tryin' I been cryin' Oh, whoa, whoa I been tryin' Whoa, whoa