Call You

Said you were considering leaving But it didn't make a difference to me Cause I bet you couldn't find yourself a Nigga that would ride for you and die for you And love you unconditionally like me At least, admittedly I've been a bit of a dweeb Pretending to be considerate of intimacy But I'm only me on the extended release Been in a daydream for a week Remember sittin' in that 83 Porsche seat My homie said, "I got some break beats for ya" An 8, she's foreign with a tasty Georgia Peach I said, "Nah nigga why do you take me for a cheat?" I need it all, you need it all, we gave three-quarters each I never preach because I'm human and I stumble and I fall Sometimes I ask myself the questio, "Do I wanna live at all?" I love you but there's Too much on my mind, too many things I have to keep in line, I know it's been a long time I know it's been a long time Since I called you, but there's Too much on my mind, too many feelings I have to keep inside, I know it's been a long time, I know it's been a long time (long time since I've called you) Think I should call you up They holler bravo, the apollo what my audience in But still I dropped my heart, it wallows in a bottomless pit There ain't a model that I follow, been indifferent to debacles And I feel about as hollow as the bottle I sip Now you could swallow a __ if you think I'm ridiculous All of the women commit but dip in the end They give Indian, always taking back On the way to other main attractions If you not a saint or haven't paid your taxes Got involved, reciprocated mistakes that happened All my thoughts disintegrate in a vase of ashes Not their fault I didn't take an evasive action I'm gone, you could look me in my eyes and see I ain't myself Think that I'm what y'all created, so I hate myself But still, yea, why you always stressin' me for time, time Listen now you best make up your mind, mind I know I ain't the same, but I've been been trynna change this for you Know you right here waiting but there's Too much on my mind, too many things I have to keep in line, I know it's been a long time I know it's been a long time Since I called you, but there's Too much on my mind, too many feelings I have to keep inside, I know it's been a long time I know it's been a long time (long time since I've called you) Think I should call you up I got my hands up to the sky, who's to say If anyone should answer to a god, I'm losing faith Will I ever have a half a million dollars to my name And tell me in this chapter do I die or do I stay, do I stay Oo I got my hands up to the sky, who's to say If anyone should answer to a god, I'm losing faith Will I ever have a half a million dollars to my name And tell me in this chapter do I die or do I stay, do I stay Too much on my mind, too many things I have to keep in line, I know it's been a long time I know it's been a long time Since I called you, but there's Too much on my mind, too many feelings I have to keep inside, I know it's been a long time I know it's been a long time (long time since I've called you) Think I should call you up