Grow Tall (feat. Rayel)

I'm sitting here thinking bout the life I'm leading Torn apart, I feel like my soul is bleeding So many people I mistreated, but I swear I didn't mean it I was focused on my demons Got caught up in the day to day Lost track of the things that I meant to say And now it's too late So many missed chances, blown opportunities But confusion's nothing new to me I see a face in the mirror I don't recognize Older now, but I haven't grown inside I feel pain when I close my eyes My thoughts drift to suicide, I can't lie Listen, I don't see at as an option I'm just saying that I think about it often I would never make my mother pick a coffin There's some lines that aren't meant for crossing Not to mention, I see it as the coward's way out I'd rather dig deep, reach back, and smack life in the mouth Have a little bit of pride in yourself It'll go a long way towards riding it out Trust me The rain keeps falling down And the rain keeps falling down So dig your roots into the ground And grow tall, grow tall I try to move on, shake it off But I can't help but feel a sense of loss There was a reason why our paths crossed Sometimes I wonder if we're all lost But nah, somebody out there knows a better way Without a sense of doom every single night and day I grab my head, hit my knees and I start to pray But it's been too long, I don't know what to say I'm grasping for straws, falling apart from all my cracks and my flaws Would you look at all the shit that you caused? Two worlds forever at odds It's like I never even had a chance Troubled kid in some baggy pants, listening to metal bands Fuck it Enough about me, let's switch the subject I can't change the things that I grew up with Nor do I want to make them public You gotta rise above it I tell myself that, yet I find myself looking right back Like I can't move forward It's like it just keeps pouring The rain keeps falling down