Letter To God

Dear God I’m writing this letter to you 'Cause I don’t have a clue Can you help me? I’m sitting here Simply trying to figure out What my life’s all about Can you tell me? I never wanted to be The person you see Can you tell me who I am? I always wanted to die But you kept me here alive Can you tell me who I am? I lie awake Conducting this symphony That you have gifted to me But I can’t ever sleep Don’t be mad But I get weak inside And I start to fall apart 'Cause I feel nothing I never wanted to be Some kind of comic relief Please show me who I am I've been tortured and scorned Since the day that I was born But I don't know who I am And I thank you man for everything Sorry I'm so frightened about all of it But I wish I could give you more And all the lights are shining down on me And I feel intimidated by it all I never wanted to be The person you see But thank you Oh, God please tell me now Are you disappointed, are you proud? Haven’t I done everything, everything I’m so sorry I’m so weak And I’ve turned into a freak But I don’t know anything, anything I’ve lost all self-esteem By burying everything And I feel nothing, nothing Oh God please tell me now Oh God please tell me now 'Cause I feel nothing And dear God I’m writing this letter to you I am coming unglued Please help me