Nightmare

I wake to a wasteland I try to understand Hates me everyone Satan's got a gun Left with everything I'm skinned by my own thoughts Raped by every god Feeling so lonely I feel so alone I'm haunted every time I fucking close my eyes Eat at my rotten corpse I feel the evil force Crumble and decay I break down in dismay Worst of this monstrosity this nightmare's draining me inside Is that this is fucking reality Wake me up or I'll lose my mind This nightmare makes me wanna die terrified to close my eyes When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? I wake in boiling sweat Dream will I forget Actions I do regret Erase then smear with shit I flee from nothing there Possessed by if I care Attempt to run away Manage to burn and pray I fall in endless pit And loving every bit Further that I go Smashed down on ten foot spikes Escape this hell I know Shoved deeper with her might I bleed cold in despair Wake me up or I'll lose my mind yet she doesn't fucking care This nightmare's draining me inside Terrified to close my eyes This nightmare makes me wanna die When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake