Breaking the Habit

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin' It's like nothing I can do would distract me when I think of how I shot myself in the back again 'Cause from the infinite words I can say I Put all pain you gave to me on display But didn't realize instead of setting it free I Took what I hated and made it a part of me (Never goes away) (Never goes away) And now you've become a part of me You'll always be right here You've become a part of me You'll always be my fear I can't separate myself from what I've done Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you Hearing your name the memories come back again I remember when it started happening I see you n' every thought I had and then The thoughts slowly found words attached to them And I knew as they escaped away I was committing myself to em n' everyday I regret saying those things 'cause now I see that I Took what I hated and made it a part of me (Never goes away) (Never goes away) (And now you've become a part of me You'll always be right here You've become a part of me You'll always be my fear I can't separate myself from what I've done Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you (Never goes away) (Never goes away) (Never goes away) (Never goes away) (Get away from me) Give me my space back you gotta just (go) Everything comes down the memories of (you) I kept it in without letting you (know) I let you go so get away from (me) Give me my space back you gotta just (go) Everything comes down the memories of (you) I kept it in without letting you (know) I let you go And then you've become a part of me You'll always be right here You've become a part of me You'll always be my fear I can't separate myself from what I've done Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you I've let myself become you I've let myself become Lost inside these thoughts of you Giving up a part of me I've let myself become you