I Thought About Killing You

Kanye West

About I Thought About Killing You

"I Thought About Killing You" is a song by American recording artist Kanye West. It is the opening track on his eighth studio album, Ye (2018). The lyrical content of the song centers around West's thoughts of suicide and homicide, delivered in both rapping and spoken word. West imparted that he has had suicidal thoughts in an interview with The New York Times. The production of the song is driven by repetitive a capella intonations that play in the background. Upon release, "I Thought About Killing You" received mixed to positive reviews from music critics, with some praising West's lyricism and the beat switch, though other critics were negative towards such content. The original version of the song contained an unlicensed sample of "Fr3sh" by Kareem Lofty. It was removed in November 2018 after legal action was threatened by Lofty's record label, PAN. While not released as a single, the song peaked at number 28 on the US Billboard Hot 100 and reached top 40 positions on the singles charts in Canada and Ireland. 


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2018
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I know, I know, I know, I know, know
I, I know it, I know it (I know, I know, I know, I know, know)

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
Today I seriously thought about killing you
I contemplated, premeditated murder
And I think about killing myself 
And I love myself way more than I love you, so
Today I thought about killing you, premeditated murder
You'd only care enough to kill somebody you love
The most beautiful thoughts are always beside the darkest
(Mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhmm)
Just say it out loud to see how it feels
People say, "Don't say this, don't say that"
Just say out loud, just to see how it feels
Weigh all the options, nothing's off the table
Today I thought about killing you, premeditated murder
I think about killing myself, and I, I love myself way more than I love you
The most beautiful thoughts are always beside the darkest
(Mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhmm)
I think this is the part where I'm supposed to say something good 
To compensate it so it doesn't come off bad
But sometimes I think really bad things
Really, really, really bad things
And I love myself way more than I love you
See, if I was trying to relate it to more people
I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself 
Because that seems like a common theme
But that's not the case here
I love myself way more than I love you
And I think about killing myself
So, best believe, I thought about killing you today
Premeditated murder

I called up my loved ones, I called up my cousins
I called up the Muslims, said I'm 'bout to go dumb
Get so bright it's no sun, get so loud I hear none
Screamed so loud got no lungs, hurt so bad, I go numb
Time to bring in the drums, that prrt-pum-pum-pum
Set the Newtone on 'em, set the nuke off on 'em
I need coconut rum, I taste coke on her tongue
I don't joke with no one, they'll say, "He died so young"
I done had a bad case of too many bad days
Got too many bad traits
Used the floor for ashtrays
I don't do shit halfway, I'ma clear the cache
I'ma make my name last, put that on my last name
It's a different type of rules that we obey
Ye, Ye, Ye season, nigga, we obey
We was all born to die, nigga DOA
Niggas say they hero, mm, I don't see no cape
Mm, I don't see no, mm, yeah, I don't see no, mm, mm
If I wasn't signed to so hard, wouldn't be no shade
Buckwheat ass nigga, it's 'gon be otay
Young nigga shit, nigga, we don't age
I thought I was past my Deebo ways
Even when I went broke, I ain't break
How you gon' hate? Nigga, we go way back
To when I had the braids and you had the wave cap
Drop a pimp of the fade and I'm on my way ASAP
Don't get socked in the mouth, you know homie don't play that
Pay the fire marshal bill 'cause this shit done got way packed
They wanna see me go ape (ape, ape)
All you gotta do is speak on Ye
All you gotta do is speak on Ye
Don't get your tooth chipped like Frito-Lay

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Kanye West

Kanye Omari West ( /ˈkɑːnjeɪ/; born June 8, 1977) is an American musician, film director and fashion designer. West first rose to fame as a producer for Roc-A-Fella Records, where he eventually achieved recognition for his work on Jay-Z's album The Blueprint, as well as hit singles for musical artists including Alicia Keys, Ludacris, and Janet Jackson. His style of production originally used pitched-up vocal samples from soul songs incorporated with his own drums and instruments. However, subsequent productions saw him broadening his musical palette and expressing influences encompassing '70s R&B, baroque pop, trip hop, arena rock, folk, alternative, electronica, synthpop, and classical music. more »

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Written by: Benjamin Levin, Cydel Young, Dexter Mills, Francis Starlite, Kanye West, Kenneth Preshon, Malik Jones, Mike Dean, Terrence Boykin, Joseph Olaitan Adenuga, Richard Kylea Cowie

Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.

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12 facts about this song

Album Inclusion
"I Thought About Killing You" is the opening track on Kanye West's 2018 album, titled 'Ye.'
Featuring Artists
The song features additional vocals by artist Francis and the Lights.
Genre
"I Thought About Killing You" falls under a combination of genres including Hip Hop, Rap, and Pop.
Controversial Sample
The song initially contained a sample from Kareem Lotfy's track "Fr3sh" that led to controversy. Kanye and his team reportedly didn't clear the sample prior to the song's release, leading to copyright infringement claims from Lotfy.
Sample Removal
Due to the legal controversy, the sample was later removed from the song and all platforms where the record was available.
Vulnerability and Honesty
Many fans praise "I Thought About Killing You" for its raw emotion and candidness, as Kanye discusses his personal struggles with suicidal thoughts and mental health.
Dark Themes
The song is known for its dark, introspective lyrics. Kanye West repeats the phrase "I thought about killing you” numerous times, exploring thoughts of his own death and that of others.
Therapeutic Creation
Kanye has previously stated that making music is therapeutic for him. Many critics and fans believe "I Thought About Killing You" exemplifies this, as Kanye explores and processes his dark thoughts through the song.
Song Duration
"I Thought About Killing You" is 4 minutes and 34 seconds long.
Spoken Word
The first part of the song is mainly a spoken word performance, featuring a poetic, near-monologue delivery from Kanye.
Production Technique
The song features a beat switch in the second half, a technique often used by Kanye in his production.
Chart Performance
Despite its controversial nature, "I Thought About Killing You" charted at number 28 on the US Billboard Hot 100.

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