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and alone
Yeah
I'm paralyzed
Contemplating suicide
Watching as the world goes by
Through bloodshot eyes
In black and white
I don't know if I can do this
If

Suicide hotline
I'm contemplating calling it but
I don't wanna go back
And lose everything
Boost depression boost medicine up
Help people's pockets

so early
maybe it\'s my fault
I can redeem myself by suicide
because there is no meaning in my life
while you are not in it

it calling my name
Suicide or life?
You decide

Everything is black, trapped in hell without a map
Hunted by a fucking maniac, wont let me go back

of suicide
I often wonder if the cloud I'm under
Isn't gonna break until I lose my mind
Huh, I bet you relate
I bet when you're all by yourself
You can't seem

Nibo? I go by the name enormoss

We fly like we outta space
We catching vibes like we surfing waves
And we stay high cos it's that kinda day
When

men
Only for the most enlightened
Raging in an age of titans
I read between the lines, 
the strobe lights are like lightning
A holy child revolves

Making my way through the last city
I read a sign that said welcome to Villedor
Yeah, this place a catastrophe
Surrounded by virals
But somehow

to see your true colors. Colorblind the most beautiful things

that are in life. We worried about the luxuries we don't
have. Instead of the ones in plain

why I'm holding strong
Yeah, that's why I'm taking every chance I could take
You and me are not the same, I'm not here by mistake
I had to grind to put

Summers close
But who am I?
Tryna figure out
Tryna blow tonight
Thoughts suicide
I can't believe
I wished you & I
That was make believe
Now I get

There was a suicide in Prescott today
Bob kissed his wife and went on his way
To breakfast with friends like he always did
They ate and chatted

repaying my sins

This shit do or die, you gotta try, if not it's suicide
Mixing all the potions with emotion so I stay alive
Life is full of rules you

love you
 Goodbye 
 ctlas  what are you doing 
This life you pursing 
You gon let it all end 
What about your family 
What about your lady 
What about

my heart, still fucking with my head.
You stayed in the car, leaving me playing dead.
Except I didn't do it, suicide by ex.
I tried my meds.
I cried, I

bap
Im resting at the feet of the lord
My head is in his lap
I shine like the boy
Born in the manger
Illuminating all things there are no strangers

not even gonna lie, 
I'm not even gonna lie,
PTSD had me at suicide,
Lost the light inside,
Darkness in my eyes,
That's why I get high,
Puff away my

uppers

You know what I mean
You seem ready to go. What are you gonna miss
I'm wholly counting on not missing anything
I'm not a downer

I'm not a downer

the hell are you?"
"You should go and give it up," but no, I refuse
I been searching long time, tryna find my muse
Sketching dreams in this pad, and they all

how they run the nation)

how you a child of god when you are one
they downplay ya soul like you have none
now you got a gun, on the run
mane that shit

but my style ain't free Ho This K-A-Y-H-E-N-D-R-I-X-X

ZaZa it got me usin' my reflex, bye-bye, nigga, Got hit by the ski man
Smokin' on gas, so I'm

Im waiting by the telephone, day and night
Im waiting for a ring, a bell, or maybe lights
To guide me through the broken nights
A suicide, i stay

sippin' on the venom of snake fangs, skipping super for a fix or two and then some
You justify addiction by calling it medication, like as long as it's

she makes the tracks meet[00:53.24]Pull my lever break the back meat[00:54.73]Off the bean, they tried to clap me[00:56.10]That's suicide mixed with