Dec 15th 2022

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Luyanda Mngadi

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Twenty years of age I don't want to reach
I'm scared for my future if I say the least
Since it's my last year in college
N6 wish I'm in N4
Not because of school but for the time I want to spend more
My fees are in disarray and would you picture that from the president
No one is immune to those issues I guess it's evident
I look at the other students with iPhone's while I got an A10s
Not ungrateful but hear me out
It's hard to act holy when dealing with temptation
But I keep it in a stash for the sake of my mother's wallet
She'd get a heart attack if she felt I was left on the margin
So I chose to hide instead of acting all mighty
Temptation is always bound to get acted on
Not even I could resist its charming clutches
It's better to suffer now and know I'm falling upward
I used to always want drop bars until I realized it kept me in prison
Does she still love me despite all I've done?
A line about love you knew was bound to come
A song for Zoleka or Ntando's Interlude
I write about love because I fall in love a lot
That's always been truth
Going to Berea in 2022 caused a lot of abuse
Addicted to porn, xxx, the cause of that was a question mark
When Voke told me it's a cause for bad luck in our culture
I still struggled but Tabula Rasa
I'd draw a new one but my Microsoft Word is a bit outdated
I'm a bit too green so I can't excel
What I felt when going back to school back in June with a mask

Twenty years of age I don't want to reach
I'm scared for my future if I say the least
Take a look at the mean but you're blinded by the Iris
Simile or imagery and when I get all mad I become villainy
I'm mad at the industry, what?
I'm more mad at myself than you could ever be
I'm told about my potential but I'm also slept on
I'm dark skinned and a bright kid
For that I'm called a coconut
For my lack of likeness and my love for kindness
I got Bulimia Nervosa because I want to be the best and so I build a case
But more so because I'm told I lack a sense of grace
And you still wonder why I goes 'lone
Cause friends and family be stone cold
I'm hard to swallow but I'm a laxative
I die every morning and every night I become Lazarus
I miss Govinden more so than a lot of loved ones and friends, passionate
I know I sound hazardous
But I go to the owl for the ambulance
I struggle to market myself because I don't know how
But I told myself that after this album, I'm finally blow up
But I'm still depressed
Back in April 26, 2022 I thought about suicide for the hundredth time
I don't have a Hero so how could I be Claudio?
How could I be myself when I'm called an Oreo?
Who could that hero be?
Lungelwa, Nonhlanhla, Ntando, Zoleka
And all those I haven't named
So many girls in the past five years
I lost all of them and for that I've feared
Opening up cause I'm hoping it sucks
Soul

Twenty years of age I don't want to reach
I don't want to reach, I don't reach
Twenty years of age I don't want to reach
I don't want to reach, I don't reach
Twenty years of age I don't want to reach
I don't want to reach, I don't reach
Twenty years of age I don't want to reach
I don't want to reach, I don't reach

Mngadi
Ngema
Madlokovu
Ntusi yenkomo
Nene
Wena nasenthendeni yesandla uyanela
Muji
Sthenjwa
Madlokov' esengweni
Sabela uyabizwa eNkonjeni ubizwa abamhlophe uzokhuluma
Ngomhlabathi wakini kaMalandela
Sthuli sasengweni
Mngadi!
Mngadi!

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