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I age and continue to develop insight
Reminiscent of the alleged good times
Looking at the shelf, watches whose batteries died
Losing track of where started never figured out why
I'm
Thinking of friendships that died and the ones that got better
It's okay that we're not together
Life's got curveballs cutting out ones we thought would never
Be left behind relationships that got severed
It's okay though because we learned from it all
Bizzare how it all comes and goes in a flash
One days the present then you blink and it's the past
Moving too fast as the pain becomes a scar
The only thing that stays the same is the stars
As I look up and tried to hide from prison bars and cop cars
I keep my head up as the icebergs melt
The waves ride higher and my hearts never felt
So disconnected from a lie called hope
The planets burning from all the damage our parents dealt
I remember that summer when it all began
Riding bikes and skateboards in world we thought we ran
Everything was ours and our skin was young and stupid
Spent all our times outside because we didn't understand the reason we called pulled Over so much was because I got too tan
Damn I was just a
Little Mexican boy raised by white family
A little native too but that just adds to the uncertainty
Because all I know is whiteness and my family doesn't get it
I stay inside now because I'm old enough for sentence
Afraid to be shot in the streets blessed by light skin
Cursed by the melanin that could keep me from blending in
A choice I didn't have from birth was my sin
Paying for crimes committed against me with money already spent

I'm spirited away again
I don't really understand
All my thoughts in my head
Are making my body feel sick
So how you gonna live like that
Every moment spent side tracked
Do you ever feel complete
Do you even feel the need
I'm spirited away again
I don't really understand
All my thoughts in my head
Are making my body feel sick
So how you gonna live like that
Every moment spent side tracked
Do you ever feel complete
Do you even feel the need

I'm so tired of seeing all these colored people die
No reason behind it except it benefits the lies
Cops see the world through distorted lines
One mistake could be taken as a threat for their life
The car gets worse but life ain't so bad
Thoughts too loud fun hard to have
Appreciate it all I wouldn't trade it for a thing
A life spent on half love belongs in the trash
I've been listening not distancing trying to catch the patterns
Like does anybody else feel like nothing really matters
I see it like a vision in a mirror time moves faster
How do others cope when their reality is shattered
If reincarnation is real and this isn't a trip I really hope this is my last time through this Shit
I'm getting tired and I want to go to bed again.
Now I'm getting spirited away again.

I'm spirited away again
I don't really understand
All my thoughts in my head
Are making my body feel sick
So how you gonna live like that
Every moment spent side tracked
Do you ever feel complete
Do you even feel the need
I'm spirited away again
I don't really understand
All my thoughts in my head
Are making my body feel sick
So how you gonna live like that
Every moment spent side tracked
Do you ever feel complete
Do you even feel the need

On some days it's tough to deal with these emotions (I can't control)
Brain is laced with poison. My thoughts erosion. (Anything so)
Fantasizing overdosing. (I just find holes)
Lie in bed all day. Call it coping. (I can't find hope)
When you're nice I fear underlying motives. (I can't control)
I tape back my thoughts hoping you didn't notice. (Anything so)
I feel it getting closer. The door to death is open. (I just find holes)
I'm tryna keep my focus but I cannot control it. (I can't find hope)
On some days it's tough to deal with these emotions (I can't control)
Brain is laced with poison. My thoughts erosion. (Anything so)
Fantasizing overdosing. (I just find holes)
Lie in bed all day. Call it coping. (I can't find hope)
When you're nice I fear underlying motives. (I can't control)
I tape back my thoughts hoping you didn't notice. (Anything so)
I feel it getting closer. The door to death is open. (I just find holes)
I'm tryna keep my focus but I cannot control it. (I can't find hope)

On some days it's tough to deal with these emotions (I can't control)
Brain is laced with poison. My thoughts erosion. (Anything so)
Fantasizing overdosing. (I just find holes)
Lie in bed all day. Call it coping. (I can't find hope)
When you're nice I fear underlying motives. (I can't control)
I tape back my thoughts hoping you didn't notice. (Anything so)
I feel it getting closer. The door to death is open. (I just find holes)
I'm tryna keep my focus but I cannot control it. (I can't find hope)

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