Infatuated

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Infatuated
Sadly hated
Thoughts from a vaulted mind
Ideas aberrated
Conversation to deep cant leave ones mind
Thoughts so fast feel I'm going threw space and time
Ha, but that's a story for later
Let's get back to the rhymes and chasing that paper
Taking Swigs of Patron no chaser
About a pound later think I numbed out the haters
Gone like the wind we move on to something greater
Death is eternal but life is the focus
How come we never noticed
Wonder what's behind the facade we call life
To the 5th dimension you would never try
I think it might just be suicide
But f*ck it we all gonna die one day
I'm a make it out one day
F*ck goin to college I found me a better way
Millions what I'm gonna make
50 drums I might have to spray
Taking drugs cause they take the pain
Don't f*ck with me if you not gonna stay
There's to much on my mind I'm not ok
It would be suicide if I just left the pain
Million dollar diamond chain with a little diamond pendent
How can I get to it
Infatuation is to great to be obtained
Im a just stick to my own shit
Stuck in my mind I been trapped all day
Ain't no escaping I froze in it
The life I been chasing I own that shit
I owe it to her yea she know that shit
New car ripped out the brakes
Going so fast you'll see me another day
Hopefully it's by the heaven gates
But I'm dropping to hell wish there's a better way
F*ck getting a cell I need me a safe
Hope I make bail can't get me another case
Never knew the risk that I would take
For the commas I would do kidnappings any day
But anyway found a better way
No need for the violence just needed some word play
The ones that we lost to the steel is for who I pray
I'll give my love ones the moon and the stars cause this world to cold
Shine so bright should be placed with the stars before I grow old
The shit that I seen you won't ever know
My deepest inner parts the world I'll never show
True to myself so connections I keep on hold
True to my brothers they know I'll never fold
Negative vibes so I can't keep you close
I been had to hustle evicted from my crib in 7th grade
Needed new clothes sold dope and got good pay
F*ck a real job I made my own way
Till evidently my empire crumbled
Learning from my past I try to be humble
If you cocky you eventually gone fumble
I pass the rock I stay sharing the duffle
After this song getting Louie on my buckle
Been having lavish dreams since a kid
Don't want mama working till 86
F*ck rapping Im a break into some shit
Split it with the guys each got about six
Smoking on za we ain't touching no cigs
I stay on my meds it flew in from out of state
Gettin so high I be rapping in outer space
The worlds about to crumble man f*ck the whole human race
Society corrupt shit they taking the kids away
Strapping them up just to die at a young age
Shits so fucked but that's the way of things
Double C's on my belt bitch no need for no LV
Fucking these hoes just picture about two or three
Versace my linens while rocking some UNC's
I stay tryna kill it my flow man is so unique
I walk in the party they staring like who is he
Leech ass niggas they don't ever roll with me
My niggas and I only roll up exotic tree
Feel like I'm floating even when Im on the beat
Even when Im not on the beat
I'm getting to high don't really know where I be
The stratosphere what I see
Gotta switch up the tempo to feel the instrumental
That deepness is what I need
Trapped up wit demons you cannot be gentle
For sanity what I plead
Show a quick smile but that shit just a rental
Living pay check to pay check
Never knew if I was gone make all my payments
Hustle to survive came up from the pavement
Look him in his eyes the devils been chasing
Writing rhymes cause I won't wright all my wrongs
Ain't got the time man that shits already gone
I hope when I die these poems live on
I'm dying soon better right all these songs
21 years I think it's to long
I'm stuck in a different dimension
Away from all people I wish I had better intentions
Wish I knew more bout ascension
Wish I had never mentioned but I got yo attention
I'm stuck in my thoughts ain't got no direction
Uber hooked a right then left me at the intersection
Try calling for help but stay loosing connection
I'm praying to god but stay getting rejected
So I stick to myself and I stay disconnected
Stay hitting the plug I will always be connected
No shadow by my side think I been neglected
Just cause you near me don't mean you get respected
Look him in his eyes then diss him like Kendrick
Stabbed a couple times call him a medic
Watch him bleed to death then snatch off his pendent
No face for the case I stay with my mask
I do what I want and stay ready to crash
I'm rolling a blunt while 5 0s on my ass
But I'm a child of god I don't smoke on no grass

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