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Maya McIlhinney

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My patience has been wearing thin
Waited so long, but still you don't let me in
I know it's hard to be open
But can't you see my devotion?
I understand I won't have all your time
And it's okay that we have different lives
But why is asking to see you such a crime?
Why must all our issues be a solo climb?
Trapped trying to reach out to you
Hoping one day that I will get through
I can't stay here, I've so much to pursue
I want control of the narrative
Now that I have had a taste of freedom, it's imperative
Typically I am not one to be so declarative
But now I know I lost time, want to make up lost time
I want control of the narrative
Hoping when you see the truth, you will become scared of it
Moving on from you will help my loving feel less tentative
Now I know I lost time, want to make up all my lost time
Wait, it's been a minute since you've been here
Let me make myself clear, I always got putting your career
First or second or third, I never tried to be absurd
But something in me stirred when my texts were not returned
Didn't really think I asked for much, never one to pull a punch
But maybe now's my time to judge, seeing what I left untouched
Every second did nothing to cover, got to heal up all this pain with another
Someone who sees me for me finally and knows how to make time for both lovers
Trapped trying to reach out to you
Hoping one day that I will get through
I can't stay here, time to find someone new
I want control of the narrative
Now that I have had a taste of freedom, it's imperative
Typically I am not one to be so declarative
But now I know I lost time, want to make up lost time
I want control of the narrative
Hoping when you see the truth, you will become scared of it
Moving on from you will help my loving feel less tentative
Now I know I lost time, want to make up all my lost time
Different night on a different couch, making memories I dreamed of
At least he has never made me frown

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