So Much Pain (Intro)

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I was born hateful
Looking at this world ugly
Back and forth with questions wondering if god love me
I got an ex that wont let me live
Making life a living hell denying me from kids
What you know about no heat in the winter
Aint no power to the house so there's nothing for dinner
No blunts just pinners
Oh yeah I remember what it feel like when you just wanna quit life
Thats wild
The pain of my sister J Blige be speaking through me
Exclusively smile in my face with a knife in my back aint nothing new to me
Believe me I done heard too many eulogies
Raised in a jungle, lions, bears, gorillas
Where family members and best friends dismembered
It's a 100 homicides by the time you hit September
So you move around zombies, babies crying for mommy, ain't nobody responding, aint nobody responding
Momma tried to tell me I was destined for more
All you gotta do is open the door, open the door
All my life its a lot to endure
All my life its been a lot to endure
But its so much pain, so much pain, so much pain
So everyday I prayed for rain, so much pain
It's been so much pain, its been so much pain
I'm the best out this bitch, so let me talk my shit f*ck humble
I done stumbled a hunnid times, went through a hunnid rhymes, reliving my trauma
Am I danger to self, when it's vision after vision of me crying for help
With no hands extended, I been running from my problems for so long I'm winded
Memories is graphic, vivid
I tried to pivot from those but yo
Pressure can make a diamond brighter than gold
It broke the mold the way my story was told
Morning after morning waking up to the smell of that gunsmoke
So how you gon find hope
From preachers with no answers, niggas is do damaged
Trapped in a bubble
With no signs of rebuttals
So I been lost for a minute, navigating through the traffic
Like I failed but I didn't, all the things I survived
Just strengthened my pride, it got my drive on high
To defy all odds
Momma tried to tell me I was destined for more
All you gotta do is open the door, open the door
All my life its a lot to endure
All my life its been a lot to endure
But its so much pain, so much pain, so much pain
So everyday I prayed for rain, so much pain
It's been so much pain, been so much pain

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