Where I'm At, part two
Adrian Z. Rios
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Life comes at ya fast External and internal attacks Where I'm at is 'cause of where I've been at I've been hopeless, abandoned, emotional and backwards I've been stressed and restless for too many hours I've been drained and in pain I've been afraid and betrayed I've been frustrated and angry I've been wrong and I've been wronged I've been lost and I've lost I've been confused, I've been humbled With me and others, perspective, feelings and logic get jumbled It's not all the world out to get me It's not all people that have hexed me Insecurities and ego go hand in hand I thought I had them in check I really thought I had Don't know why I did some of the things that I have I move with love Sometimes too much Don't know any other show Sometimes misunderstood I move with love 'Cause that's all I want Human nature but I take it far 'Cause that's all I've ever wanted Can never get enough I get it how I can where I'm at even if its attached to burning myself out I know that's not the best now And let's just say, it wasn't just my ways Some people can sure poison, can't they? I worked through all the aches No hard feelings All love I'm just happy I'm ok That's where I'm at That's where I'm at That's where I'm at Yeah, that's where I'm at That's where I'm at How did I get here? I'm glad I did What a life this is Where do I begin? I'm thinking, feeling and speaking different There's lessons I'd enforced But now they mean even more Watch your mouth Watch your brain Watch your heart It can be hard Watch your back Watch your front Watch your side It's only right Never be too comfortable Can never be too careful And don't push your luck You move with love Mistakes and hurt all come from it Instead of numb, go head on with it Go ahead and trust yourself more You cringe at stuff you've said or done, but you did it all with good reason Don't make you small for what's not tall Some flaws don't mean wrong You're nuanced At least you try Your efforts are strong You'll show you love You'll forgive your soul You got hurt but learned and won That's all you can really ask for I don't want any trouble I want the calm I almost couldn't be without feeling wrong Paranoia liked to talk and keep talking The pressure of perfectionism, I'm exhausted Perfect isn't worth it, it's not even conscious But Chiron in Virgo, so it's not an option Why am I the way I am? That gave me responses At least I know about my problems That explains it all Why I'm a restless soul Even when it's all so simple Why I call on reasons to be shameful Why I can't ride a high for too long Highly sensitive, any mistake is a pitfall A personal Hell A lot of those, I've felt It's brutal disappointing yourself It's like a hobby to fight to forgive myself, to accept myself At least I've gotten good at breaking spells So I always will But does there always have to be some sort of test?! Yes. Live with it 'Cause its been apparent with the recent past, life doesn't always go according to plan Gotta be ok with it I don't always go according to plan, Gotta be ok with it. Life is imperfect and so am I. I can start to manage, use that all to my advantage It keeps me in check I can see what's right, top, bottom and left Too much, too little, enough? To be determined If I'm overthinking, whatever, I'm meant to be, I guess It makes me wanna keep up the climb and ascend At times, the brain and the heart don't assess and it's just my gut with the information That's a trip I'll remember that while I stick to using my head and playing the drum in my chest as Much as I wish I'll get what I get I'm directed and help direct And I'm cursed and I'm blessed by my moon in Pisces to feel it all It's a defense and an offense I'm proud to have it, even in the nonsense It's a superpower, not a conflict But all the bacteria, I'm detoxing It started as spring cleaning Spirituality helps make it easy It's the little things that work best A shower isn't just hygiene, it's an aura cleanse I looked into it Teas are magic potions, that's my medicine Cleaner eating, so many benefits Coffee gives me a lift, but not too much of it Taurus Lilith, I gotta know my limits Off to the gym to uplift, all about good stress For negatives, angel numbers assist I swear I'm not crazy And synchronicities teach me I swear I'm not crazy I swear I'm not crazy If it is, so be it, I feel at home I know what I want to fight for I know who I want to fight for I know what's at its end I know what's just beginning I have faith and my fight with everything I go back to zen after losing it in my head I swear I'm not crazy I swear I'm not crazy It's just, so much is frustrating Overwhelmingly duality and neutrality, the personality of our reality So I'm the universe in a body I'm an optimist, realist, and melancholy Some things aren't as good as I thought, as bad as I thought, are exactly what I thought, Are better than I thought, are probably worse than I think, are better than I think I've got theories Can't always rely on just feelings or just logic Life is too tricky to just be one of them Doom and gloom and rainbows in the climate I'm used to the weight of my world, I survive it I stretch out the muscle strains The world I've made rests on my shoulders Countless choices I'm glad I went for Countless choices I wouldn't make anymore I go over them all I know why I did what I did, why I said what I said I know what I should've done and shouldn't have At least I know Did the best job I could do, still do I'm better off from all that's happened Now I have some answers What a relief I've got some new questions How interesting There's a lot I don't know I don't like not knowing It's ok to not know I'm kinda free not knowing I'm back and forth I do like having direction Don't always need to know where I'm heading I should put the focus on the present That's where the future me is assembling All I need to be is who I am in this time and space I'll get to the next phase I'll make a masterpiece from what I've traced, Here in my drafts That's where I'm at That's where I'm at That's where I'm at Yeah, that's where I'm at That's where I'm at Something higher has its pull And I don't need a push, I'll just go My heart wants what it wants It's not unhealthy or delusional My mind stops for nothing less I'm curious what fate and I will end up picking Different kind of lives I could end up living I'm eager to see the full story given How hindsight will change the present I live in One day, these questions, I'll be intelligent It'll be worth the wait But I'm not just on standby I'm traveling where I want on this plane No flight details, but optimistic sensation I believe in the Universe I believe in my life I believe in myself A lot of time in my temple, time spent well I go to confession I go into reflection I keep to myself I put some new fence up around I gatekeep my trust and my boundaries I became more introverted, extroverted for the right people The way I show them love, I'm treating me more equal Self-preservation during the death of confidence with ego Using the good living in my Mars in Leo I'm rebuilding with my best like a reboot It's like everything fell apart to return new I'm shedding my skin Most of it I'm taking the best with Got some good I don't wanna ditch Bonds I've got are at their most strong It's all love, an essential element Things don't stunt me as much So I know I'm growing. I catch myself in moments of possession, old ego I thought I left for dead, and I shut up And I deflect it Inwards and towards the Universe, I ask for forgiveness May It treat me with grace I'll always do to it the same Been around the block Got a few gray hairs Making sure that with age comes wisdom I know more if something is nothing or everything I love the good bits more than I already did I have the thrill of so much of what I've dreamt That's something that I need to forget less There's a lot that I'm good with, a lot I'm better at Like letting go But with certain people, it
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