Rainy Nights

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Sitting all alone in this beautiful rainy night
I'm just thinking about life
Am I the only one who's feeling like this? 'Cause damn, I'm not seein' it

Yeah
Sitting in the car, goin' through pictures
Pickin' 'em apart
Wish I was with her but for now, you live in my heart
I will deliver this literature for what I feel is hard
I will go cry myself a river right under the stars
Yeah, hearin' the rain
I can barely function when I'm buildin' up the fear and the pain
I'm left here, questioning every step of the way
Look at my face, is it looking like its a thing of games?
Don't even play me like monopoly
Roll the dice and get off of me
I'm just trying to make some money to feed off the cost I plead
These bills ain't gonna fall asleep
I've been dealing with a lot, y'all see?
Y'all ain't gotta clue on how much I sacrificed just 
So you could relate is to what I had in mind
'Cause all your life is probably wack as mine
And then you start to remember when it happened and then why
Don't you love it how it passes by
Expecting some passion but your showing so passive aggression towards it 
When your asked it
It's why I wanna be left alone
I got some skeletons in my closet which some of them are my bones
So is it home? Is it owned?
Does my nerves have me under control or is it something that the devil holds?
I tried to move from it
But it followed the road that I took long before I knew 
That I was chosed by the Lord almighty
He knows this is the burden that I don't wanna show
Heavenly father? Forgive me
I am just a human that's lost
So please...

Leave me be

Sitting all alone in this beautiful rainy night
I'm just thinking about life
Am I the only one who's feeling like this? 'Cause damn, I'm not seein' it

Got a crowd gathering around
Jumpin' and hollerin' for who I am
Not for what I swallowed in
'Cause the pills I've been bottlin' changed my way of thinking
Yet, they want the total cost of it
So I toss 'em in
It's where the wallets been and now it's something their all against
I've reached to the top and y'all want me to fall from it
But I came from the bottom
I'll do it over again
Not a problem
Difference between me and you is that I show it
Never been that type of person on dwelling where I'm hurtin'
But the purpose I've been given is to pick up the past and smell it
Rememberin' the hell I went through growin' up with no shelter 
And dealin' with people basically tellin' me I ain't well for this
My health is shit
I fail and it's when I realized it's my railroad to success
Forgive me though for cursin' but I'm just pissed
Everyone deserves forgiveness
I'm strugglin' mentally but I know my hurt will be bliss
I've been through the worse
Especially experiencing what I witnessed as a kid 
And now it's emotions circlin' in motion, reversin' what I've ripped
Reversin' the tape I've played a thousand times
You'd think it changed by now but it ain't
And now I'm just goin' through the credits 
To whom caused this play to begin this oppression
Shits making me stronger
You tend to forget it
I've walked through hell fire, where we're you at when I was beaten?
All my life was walking on egg shells based off my decisions
I'm glad my siblings had a perfect life when I didn't

So, leave me be

Sitting all alone in this beautiful rainy night
I'm just thinking about life
Am I the only one who's feeling like this? 'Cause damn, I'm not seein' it

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