Gemini Twist

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My mind is running blank as I'm writing this
Only thinking about my Girl and the life I live
I'm I worthy of love?
I doubt it
My conscience is outweighed by the mountain of thoughts
And effort I put in the music
Lucid emotions trying to re-live the moments I felt something
I need her close
But I doubt we'll be together
Coz I'll have to sacrifice the most
Put my music to the side and
Get a 9 to 5
Coz the struggle is depressing
I don't wanna be sad all the time
I just wanna be happy
But happiness comes from within
Inner me is broken
Drowning in the deep end
From tears I never cried
Climbing the steep end
Pray to God I never die
Bonnie and Clyde
She my ride or die
But why I'm I killing myself for the music
Instead
I lie to myself saying that I wanna give her the world
But in reality the admiration keeps me going
A Masochist the pain of the music gives me joy
So enjoy
I'm always second guessing myself I guess it comes with being broken with no one to help
I blame myself
I joke and put up a facade
In reality my world is falling apart
Borderline depressed
Blame it on love and art
But the two don't mix
That's why these feelings hurt
It's the pain of art and joy of love
Like an addict I pray that the next high goes above
I might OD while extensively giving you an insight to the inner me
The enemy of love are the goals I perceive to hold priority
Blinding me from seeing that I can achieve more by giving her the happiness she needs
Indeed the Gemini twist
Is like a curse
Holding onto me
I need my Libra set me free

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