back to bad habits

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(Honestly, I just… don't know what to do anymore, I guess)
Pulling myself together to process things
But now I'm feeling like a puppet wrapped around these strings
Was kind of doing better, but not for very long
That's why I'm here singing this song
My anxiety's trippin', feel like it's going high
Having mental breakdowns I just might die
So I go in my room, I'm feeling burnt out
My self-love is pushed away, I'm starting to doubt
So I'm back to bad habits cuz my life's a mess
It's only things that can help me with the stress
Back to bad habits, feeling so sick
Life keeps flying by so damn quick
Back to bad habits, keep messing around
Only thing on me is a depressing frown
Back to bad habits, now I'm spiraling down
Need someone to save me (Yuh, yuh!), before I drown
Haven't been myself lately
Been hiding behind the pain and suffering greatly
Wrote this song for a friend
Real shit, it don't need no TikTok trend, aye
Feeling like I'm running outta time
These damaging thoughts keep running through my mind
Got these bad habits that I need to drop
But it's so hard to try and get myself to (Stop)
(Yeah) Feeling I truly deserved it all
Living in this fake world, was having a ball
So sick, different from the past
Mental health declining so goddamn fast, aye
9th-grade year was a mess
Felt like a game, I suck at playing chess
Now everything is strange
Guess I'm going back to bad habits cuz there was no change
So I'm back to bad habits cuz my life's a mess (Yeah, yeah)
It's only things that can help with me the stress
Back to bad habits, feeling so sick (So damn sick)
Life keeps flying by so damn quick (So damn quick)
Back to bad habits, keep messing around
Only thing on me is a depressing' frown (Is a depressing frown)
Back to bad habits, now I'm spiraling down (Spiraling down)
Need someone to save me before I drown (Yeah)
Said I'm back to bad habits, mhm
Yeah, yeah, mhm

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