Conscious Confessions (Bonus) (feat. PsalmSvn80)

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So many crazy thoughts is passed around in my head
Every time I log on my twitter I be thinking I'm dead
For every 1 good news report
3 heinous ones will follow
This world is filled with evil it's too much for me to swallow
It's Easier to sit back unconscious and tip the bottle
Or hit the gas until it run out
Just like the throttle
You find me on these corners I'm preaching I see the best in us
Then police peep the block when I leave
Know arrested us
It's hard to hit the streets to be honest and preach the gospel
Same church folk in the neighborhood acting hostile
They catch you with your durag hanging
Or with your pants low
They lookin at you crazy
Treating you like an animal
Tithing to these churches with preachers who pushing Cadillac
Choir pulling up in a hoopty one step from camelback
Capping if I said I never questioned my religion
Fact of the matter this world is hazing up my vision
Everyday I see a new hashtag on social media
New videos of innocent people that's getting beated up
New trials and tribulations
Is money for tv stations
I'm starting to lose my patience
I'm close to self detonation
And each and every day I fight temptation to walk away
Tryna keep it real with these confessions I give today
I know that I ain't perfect and my mind is in disarray
But I'm calling out to you in hopes that you would come wash away
These things that I have seen inside this world are so detrimental
Seen bruthas with much potential
Lose life before they could settle
Rest In Peace and power
To folk that we laid in flowers
The pain from the lose devours
Tears flowing like autumn showers
Rest In Peace Terrell
Rest in power Donielle
Rest In Peace to everybody who died off in a cell
Lord I know I preach in your churches all about your strength
But this pain inside my chest has become more than I can take
These my conscious confessions
So many questions
Not enough answers is what it feel like
All this darkness
Clouding my vision so I can't see light
What is it for
What is the purpose for us to live life
Is it pain
Is pleasure or emptiness that can't be right
There must be more
So I'm fighting hard and I'm pressing on
But this world's heaviness got me feeling all my hope is gone
And I don't see the point of tryin' to carry this cross
Like a blind man walking face first through a branch full of the sharpest thorns
I feel stuck I can't pivot
The devil tempting me to abort the mission
Swallow this bottle of pills and transition
But then God granted me wings now I'm fly as a pegasus
With ease flicking demons like fleas
With the strength of Hercules
Plus the speed of Hermes
So I'm moving effortless
When I was weary and worn God was still working for my good regardless
Holding me down and never folding
Now there's a song bubblin' up in my soul
So play the organs
Confessions

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