purgatory (the apologia prelude)

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Lee Mulhern (born 12 June 1988), now known as Lee Matthews, is a singer-songwriter from Northern Ireland. Starting age 8, Lee Mulhern (his birth name) had performed as a child star prodigy covering pop and country songs on many Irish and UK radio and television shows. At age 17, he embarked on a series of music projects like Streetwize, Streetside and Access All Areas, in a bid to be launched as an "international boy band" made up of singers from various nationalities. After the boy band projects fell through, he relaunched a solo music career adopting the name Lee.M, and for a short time formed NXT-GEN, an electropop duo collaboration with Pete Doherty. In 2013, as Lee Matthews, he became part of the country music scene in Ireland in the Country and Irish ge… more »

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Can I be vulnerable real quick
I find I'm always drawn to pain in hopes I'll find love
Sometimes, I feel like I'm chained to hopeless destiny
Like I've been cursed from the stars above
Long ago, I was approached by the phantom
And dove into what would become my darkest hour
Now, I have chosen a path intended to free me from the darkest of crevices
And propel to the brightest of stars; the saga begins
When will I forget about you and your lies
As I replay those nights
Slowly losing my mind
I just wonder sometimes
Why do I think about you, girl
Why do I feel so empty inside
My mind repressed those nights
Haunted by all your words
You loved me out of spite
You never loved me, girl
Back in and out my life
When you and him wasn't right, damn
Tell me why, oh why would I still try
In the dimness of the night,
I'd slip away to the moonlit beaches
And as I gazed upon the starry night
I'd be searching for you
I'd be searching for you
Why did I try to hold onto your lies
All those days and those nights
When I dried off my eyes
I would wonder sometimes
Why would I think about you, girl
Why would I feel so empty inside
Why, oh why do I think 'bout you
Why, oh why can't I
Why do I form toxic 'tachments
Wishing they'd turn right
One day, I'll let go your memories and your lies
All your curses, your guise
When you cursed me those nights
I would wonder sometimes
Why would I think about you, girl
Why would I still try to be your world
Do you remember those times
Do you remember those nights; 'cause I do
Do you remember that time
Do you remember why you would fail to move on
Do you remember those times
Do you remember those nights; yes, I do
Yes, I remember those times
But I don't remember why
Why did I end up like this
Why do I endure suffering to find love

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