Thoughts of Suicide

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I'm having thoughts of suicide
All these thoughts of suicide
I'm having thoughts of suicide clouding up my mind got me lost in all the days I cried
I'm having thoughts of suicide lost up in my mind lost account of any days I tried
I'm having thoughts of suicide demons in my mind on the surface I got 'nout to hide
Yeah but in reality its hard to see whats inside of me I'd rather be gone
I'm 'tryna find peace with my state of mind
Kind of sick of living life on a fine line
I don't care about the fact that I fall for lies
Feeling compromised when I criticise
Everything about me only wanting my demise
Until I look in to its eyes I'm fine 'till I say goodbye
That angel flies away
Gotta vision but I'm blinded by the hate for me that's breaking me
You know I don't wanna be
In that same old dark place with the wolves and the heartache
When I'm feeling happy know I'm looking for that heartbreak I don't wanna partake
With the people all around me knowing if I get to know 'em imma make a mistake
Can't carry all the pain with a backache
Hard to go and look in to the vision with an eyeache
I'm so trapped in my mind got a headache
The Reaper tried to take my little sister at fifteen
I've never been the one to really blame myself
But honestly I let my guard down
Got drowned in my thoughts 'til I let it out
I say I don't care but honestly
I cried in my room 'til my tears were gone
Unconscious you were in that bed I thought I lost the one
I was meant to protect in a thunderstorm only gone and got stressed out
Hate it when I'm on one again and then I take out
Everything on everybody I wanna blackout
Had I fucking known you were hurting I would have thought first
But you never talk 'bout you're feelings I wanna help but
You're like me
Fight your demons all alone like a knight please
Just speak
I was meant to protect not scream I hate you
Scrolling through them snaps on your phone I hate me
Little sis' I'm sorry that I made you feel I didn't need you
Please don't leave me now in this darkness
Know that I always got you
I love you to the fucking moon and back
And I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you in these dark days
Know I'm always here for you on your worst days
To fight these thoughts of suicide
You know I got your back
I'll fight these thoughts of suicide
To fight these thoughts of suicide
You're not alone in this
I'm stuck with thoughts of suicide
I'll fight your thoughts of suicide
You're not alone in this
I'll fight these thoughts of suicide
I'll fight you're thoughts of suicide
You know I got your back
You've got a life to face don't let it tick away
Reach for outer space let's float away
Together we will win the race just keep your pace
Please don't fall asleep fall asleep

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