Insecurities

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Brandon Daste

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Got these insecurities
They hanging over me
Kept em under lock and key
They right beneath the sleeve
Lately been I been noticing
All these different things
Hidden deep and down beneath
They got me wondering
Lately nothing's ever really feeling like enough
Always wanting something better not content no matter what
Feeling all these different things but feeling so far out of touch
Frustrated with myself cuz I can't seem to tighten up
I been brushing off accomplishments
Second guessing compliments
I was salutatorian and can't even proud of it
I know that's ironic and really should be opposite
Tryna overcome em but it's difficult to hop this fence
I been working through it but is been a lot work
Getting deep inside them trenches but man does it hurt
If you ever wanna move gotta take a step first
Now I'm out here with this shovel getting rid of all this dirt
I been feeling insecure
I don't even know what for
Go to deal with one thing
Then end up with 10 more
What's been going on man
I ain't even sure
You know how it goes
When it rains it pours
I been diggin pretty deep took a look into myself
There's a lot untouched leave the dust on the shelf
I been lugging these chains around the waist
Like a belt
Carrying a weight I ain't know I felt
I been down in my feels
I don't even know the deal
Dragging these chains up against my heels
Tryna nurse wounds that never really healed
I never thought there would be this much down here
Why Am I never satisfied
Put that aside
I'm buying into all these lies
That I've devised
I been feeling compromised
On every side
Tryna figure out what's down inside
What can I find
Lugging insecurities
They draped all over me
They ain't playing hide and seek
They busting out the seams
They ain't really hard to see
They all up in the scene
Made they way into the script
They all up on the screen
Always questioning if anybody really there for me
They might say they love me I still question if they care for me
Always paranoid that someone gonna pull the chair from me
Guess I'm still hurt by the ones that disappeared on me
Scared to get close scared to let people in
I ain't tryna open up just to get burnt in the end
Yeah these scars done left a Mark that I won't ever forget
That's why i stay behind these walls and I aint talking Berlin
All these things up on my mind yeah they all so intertwined
Kept em bottled up inside but they starting to arise
Insecurity and pride different sides of a dime
I been carrying these chains, wanna leave em all behind
I been feeling insecure
I don't even know what for
Go to deal with one thing
Then end up with 10 more
What's been going on man
I ain't even sure
You know how it goes
When it rains it pours
I been diggin pretty deep took a look into myself
There's a lot untouched leave the dust on the shelf
I been lugging these chains around the waist
Like a belt
Carrying a weight I ain't know I felt
I been down in my feels
I don't even know the deal
Dragging these chains up against my heels
Tryna nurse wounds that never really healed
I never thought there would be this much down here
Dragging these chains against my feet
Been tryna break em off for weeks
This is harder than I thought it would be
It's like all my insecurities stronger than me
I got em weighing on my shoulders don't know how to release
Now I'm cycling these patterns that just seem to repeat
I don't want an affirmation all talking is cheap
It's like I'm missing a freedom I ain't even know that I need
I Been tryna run from em but can never retreat
Wishing they would go away but they just never delete
Yeah they right beneath the surface but they staying discrete
Never thought that there'd be anything buried this deep
I been tryna fight em off but I'm feeling so weak
The way they on me kinda feels like a leech
I wanna let em go but they don't wanna leave
It's hard to fight a thing you can't even see

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