September 5th

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A forbidden fruit that tasted like euphoric situations
I found myself delusional and chasing complications
I shouldn't even want you but I like that you're off limits
Fed my soul in all the ways that didn't need commitment
Now we always fight because we want what we can't have
Sometimes it's only me that doesn't care to take it past
The talking that we did that made me lose that fucking sleep
Every single night on fucking instagram discrete
Turning off alerts to keep it all down on the low
Until the very day that we done linked up at your home
A lot of nothing happened but I'll take that to my grave
How can I pretend you're not the woman that I crave?
I haven't missed her since the day you leaned in
I couldn't have imagined that I'd get to know your skin
And now I'm in too deep and I just wanna dive in
But now you're on that nonsense like we're only being friends
But we're not, and he knows that too
And so do your friends about the I love you
You keep playing with me and you know you do
Emotions on high but imma drop that too
And its time to move on
I don't really care I'm leaving all this in the song
I'll remember your face and the way you laughed
And all the times we shared before the sun came back

It was september 5th at 4 am
before you kissed me in the dark
I was waiting for the start
Now you touched my heart
Now you touched my heart
Aye

It was september 5th at 4 am
Before you kissed me in the dark
I was waiting for the start
Now you touched my heart
Now you touched my heart
Aye

If I'm being really honest, theres a part of me that knew
That you didn't really mean it, its just something to do
You knew how to manipulate, you knew the right shit to say
To get me in my feels about your stupid ass face
And now I'm sitting in the dark by myself
While all the fucking memories are dusty on a shelf
And this should've never happened but the thing is that it did
And I don't know how to go back from this
Yeah I don't know how to go back from this

Where you going, who you with? should I even be in this?
Should I step back and just let it be exactly what it is?
Should I even show you interest? can I even be your friend?
After everything we did, I cannot just play pretend
Cuz you know how it is, when emotions become mixed
Its like a drug with these hits, and now I'm feenin for a fix
I feel like Rue from Euphoria, yet my heart is growing tough
You got the attitude of Maddy but I know its just
All in my head and all in my heart
Since that day back in September
When we both crossed the start
Yes we both crossed the line but you do that all the time
And I gave into the highs with a splash of all the lies
And I did it really effortless I guess that kinda scared me
Ever since you kissed me I've been acting pretty care free
I could never go back the flight already took off
I know you feel reluctant cuz I'm the one who looks soft
And everyone around me is starting to suspect
That maybe there's a chance that I don't see you as a friend
A part of me just wants to fucking scream it to the world
But I know that you got baggage, you could never be my girl

It was september 5th at 4 am
Before you kissed me in the dark
I was waiting for the start
Now you touched my heart
Now you touch my heart
Aye

It was september 5th at 4 am
Before you kissed me in the dark
I was waiting for the start
Now you touched my heart
Now you touched my heart
Aye

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