Once Upon A Time In 2018
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Once upon a time in 2018 I had this one class, 3rd period Spanish I had one person there for me, Daniel Zaragoza One person there for me Everyone else? I got bullied as a sophomore I got bullied like Wow I had one person there for me He's actually right here to my right, right now Still there for me I don't know This is my story from 2018 Appreciate the love now I've been up lately Thinkin' , my life's crazy Thinkin' , what made me? What made me? Yeah What made me wanna go down and go and crawl and die? What made me feel disgusted when I look at my own eyes? What made me talk to people and I feel the need to bribe? What made me wanna lay down and re-do my whole life? I've been grindin' for a minute, and I still feel the same! I look into the mirror, and I feel so damn ashamed! My head is so twisted from playin' all these games! No hope remains I'm so done with it all I'm just waitin' for the day that a girl texts or calls Tells me "I'm the one" , she can be my bae for fall But by winter, she'll probably get sick of me Tell me that we're done , and I'll punch another wall My mind's full of rage, yet, somedays, I'm peaceful Some days, I like flowers, and others? I feel lethal Maybe that's a little far, but so's my mental health I wanna think I'm okay, but I think I need some help I wanna be an alpha, but I feel so insecure Everything is gonna go away, I think I'm sure Some days I wanna quit, and, I just wan' leave earth 5 months ago, I really knew my worth! And now I feel so empty! There ain't a time I did feel worse Any bad thoughts you had? I probably had them first! I can't look my Mom in her eye and tell her how I really feel It would change her thoughts on me I'm always tryin' to appeal But, somedays I need, I need a person to love God, if You hear me, can I please just see a dove? I just need a sign that won't make me go insane Because, how my life is goin' , this pain ain't goin' away I'm just havin' thoughts that "I just 'wan be dead again" Or better yet, maybe I should rid these thoughts that in my head "I wan' be dead" No! Then who will run the rap game up? It's my time up Girls 'gon hear this and 'gon say wassup I know sometimes I write and write and ramble on Maybe that's what happens when you wish your pain was gone Maybe that's what happens when attention's drawn Towards every single step you take, all I do is wrong! All i do is wrong, and to be honest, I'm so sick of it I can't please anyone, swear to me, my life's ridiculous Open up about my life? I swear, I never miss with this Depression hit me hard again, are you even listenin' ? Are you even at this part of the track? Don't you ever wish you could go 5 years back? Don't you ever wish you could run away from pain, but be looked at the same? And never feel the same? Don't you ever wake up, and realize who you're meant to be? But, you're damaged mentally I swear, these days are testin' me I'm feelin' less of me And more of who I wanna be Ironically, that person ain't who I am Monopoly Look at my songs, I'm lyrically great! Look at my life, what is my fate? Look at old pics, look at my face! I used to he happy, look at my face! Look at my face, and let's see if I'm happy! I wanna wake up and make a livin' in rappin' ! I'm not projectin' My life's just a mess and I wanna make it so my life's a blessin' ! I wanna do a show, I wanna jump into the crowd Maybe turn it up with the boys at Rolling Loud? Wake up in Calabasas with a girl from the town? Highlights, the high life, I'm never goin' down!
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