Blessings in Disguise

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They say age is nothing but a number
But how come when I look at my age I start to wonder?
Shouldn't I be experiencing something different, something other than this?
I mean, man my vision was more brighter than this
That's in the physical, cos the spiritual is much real
My journey from 2011 has been more than surreal
Cos I got saved and that's the most important thing
But I can't help it get distracted by just more than one thing
I used to think by this year I would have myself a car
But reality is I am really very far
About to graduate, I thank God I made it tho
Cos in 5th year I didn't think I'd make it y'all
Lots of pressure to work hard and still be a leader
Lots of pressure to write history and still be a reader
Am I the man I was meant to be? Or still conforming?
Am I still searching for my purpose, or found my calling?
I've had so many questions I had an identity crisis
But I thank God cos he showed me what my identity in Christ is
And that doesn't always stop me from being anxious
Lord forgive me when I wander from the path that's righteous
When you stray and need help you get more humble
When I think that i'm strong, I know that's trouble
Cos pride comes before the fall you could think it's autumn
It's automatic when it happens you dont need to fall down, to find out
Like gravity, it's reality
Like how I have no money on me, hommie, it's reality
It's real
The struggle man it's real out here
Where you can't depend on money made from one career
And how i'm waiting for a job, I know that God is faithful
Till then I need to learn be patient and be more grateful
But, I pace back and forth in my mind
Cos when I look around I start to wonder if I am blind
Cos next year I'll be 25
But I don't know if I've met the girl that will be my wife
Still single, always been never had a fling
But I'll be lying if I said that I never felt a thing
I'm a man
And I've had so many "ma hopes"
Only to see them get hooked to men that I know
And I've seen people rush into relationships
Only to get disappointed when the relationship
Doesnt fix things but rather makes them see
That being satisfied with self is the priority
At my rate, I don't think that I am ready at all
I know all men have flaws but I am learning a lot
And I thank God for the time that he is building me
Cos through this process I'll be the man I ought to be
And I thank God for the time he's building me
Cos through this process I'll be the man I ought to be
And I thank God for the time he's building me
Cos through this process I'll be the man I ought to be

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