It'll Be Okay (feat. Rotten Mouth)

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W-what do ya want me to do?
Put on a fake smile and pretend everything is fine?
Ok... I'll wear a mask and play along 
It ain't ok though... it ain't 

Why am I here? Where do I begin?
Always faking a smile 'cause I gotta pretend everything will be okay

I been plagued by suicide since the age of 13
It's gotten worse every year knocked off of my feet
And I've accepted it'll be pain for the rest of my days
I'm doomed in a life of hurt til I'm in a grave
Call it punishment of god when he's the real asshole
I try to do what's right but certain things I no longer fight
Darkness and I have got closer than we ever have
I know down the road my daughter will probably hate her dad
All the same she needs to know she's the reason I'm here
I goof around and act comedic to hide my inner tears
Everyone around me saying it'll be all right
She doesn't know who am, I'm not dad in her life
I stay alive for my child but every day I wanna die
It's clear I can feel it in my vibes I know I'm right
That her mother wanted someone else and to leave me behind
I'm a slave to endless pain you're better off without me, good-bye

I'm an asshole protective of my loved 1s
But I'm the 1 holding the gun unloading my brains on the wall
Just because you wouldn't call I'm sorry baby
Can't you tell I'm close to the edge and I'm about to fall
Deeper and deeper into the plunge I got no anger recession
'Cause I'm always pissed off police investigation
Me, myself and rotten bloody hanging from the rail? 
Because I'm done being this way every single day is another day of heart break
I don't remember what I said, I don't remember anything
But all my homies do (F*ck!)
And in the end of arguments I'm saying sorry I'm a fool
I know I shouldn't do it, I know it ain't cool
I can't even sleep and all I do is need
Someone don't even bother tryna make peace
All I know is in the end I'm probably going to hell
So everybody listen in right now, wish me well

Through the sadness I'm so vanished, I can't help but feel the panic
Pain so savage it's so manic, change this chapter from the tragic

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