Why Can't I Love Myself

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Pax.Tony

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Stuck inside this room I do not know what to do
Cuz I'm sitting acting cool
But I'm feeling like a fool
See
I see through they intentions
I listen what they say
But they live for the moment here today they gone today
That's not how I was raised
My principles from Face
My principles from Jay I study lyrics everyday
I know thats kind of strange
I know you just don't get it
But musics how I'm grounded It's just what speaks to my spirit
These people talking talking Never say nothing of substance
Why am I so concerned Worried bout all of they judgment
I don't get Why I can't just love myself inside
I listen to j Cole But I cannot kill my pride
Pride
Pride
This external pressure It eats me up sometimes
These drums is helping me feel better
I wonder
Do my lyrics have actually a purpose
I hope they touch a soul or two Or else this shit is worthless
I'm nervous But keep calm on the surface like im rabbit
It's hard to sound cool with anxiety while you rapping
Why
Why can't I just be happy inside
Why
Why can't I just be happy inside
Damn
Why can't I love myself is that too much
Seeking approval man I care too much
Why can't I love myself is that too much
Seeking approval man I care too much
It seems this sickness isn't just for me
Cuz I got cousins dealing with chronic anxiety
RIP to sense of self They need some help
Cuz they ain't got a bitch by they side they think they failed
Unfortunately I relate I'm working on my mental state
This purgatory where I stay I'm Tryna paint a better day
But sometimes
All I got is greys and blacks My thoughts out weigh the facts
My tribe bring me back
I'm about to snap again I grab my pen so I can write
I've told some people secrets Then them secrets came to light
You cannot trust another man For we are bound to fall
And I'm included not excluded My shortcomings so tall
Tall
Tall
I finally understand
This heartbreak And this sadness Ain't a accident It's planned
My father working on me Tryna make a better man
I'm sprinting in a marathon The track is made of sand
I wish I would enjoy the journey Stead of thinking on what hurt me
Stop a second smell the Roses path for me divinely chosen
yeah ugh
I just wanna love myself inside
I just wanna love myself inside
Why can't I love myself is that too much
Seeking approval man I care too much
Why can't I love myself is that too much
Seeking approval man I care too much

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