Hope (Outro)

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Candler

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Let's have a surprise
Let's have a dream which isn't under control
So I guess this is the ending, huh
It's finally time to wake up
Can't believe it's been so many months
I really miss the friends I love
So many wishes dreamt
But still I wish that I could live for once
Now they finally coming true
First time I opened my eyes
Living in an idea ever so small
Never opened my mind
Was always hoping to fly
In the fear of knowing I'll die
Cause I wasn't quite at heaven
Somewhere between ocean and sky
So I wrote it to life
Stoic my folio cried
I needed peace
Had nowhere to go
Nowhere for emotion to hide
Bleeding and weak
So gross and deprived
Roasting I'm low on my time
My dreams diseased
I chose all the lies
Cause I didn't know
What my life could mean to me
Had to take a breath
Afraid so long it'd be my last one
Had to take a step back
Is this my life, I kept on asking
How many days are left
Is this my mattress or a casket
Can I still save myself
Or is the boy lost in the past
Think I can make it there
I been so lost for the longest
I felt shaky and scared
Was too afraid of what tomorrow'd hide
So much hatred glared
Had to catch myself before I lost my mind
Counting satan's hairs
In the hopes that everything would fall in line
God's call declined
But now I answer every time though
And I know
They hear the devil in my music like a tritone
So I rhyme slow
Confronting all that I'm afraid of
Cause dreams are nothing more
Than works of fiction till you wake up
We gon' make it one day
Said we gon' make it
We gon' wake up someday
Said we gon' wake up
Look
We gon' make it one day
Said we gon' make it
We gon' wake up someday
Cause every time I lose hope
I'm given a reason to live
And half the songs I write
Been feeling like a cease and desist
But I'm soon to leave the abyss
Is this the meaning of bliss
And I don't know
But I really missed whatever feeling this is
It's gon' be alright
I tell myself
As I look at my reflection
So deep inside
Now at the surface
Man the pressure seems to lessen
It's gon' be alright
He tells me back
Now I'm crying I can't help it
Cause for so long my reflection scared me
But now I've learned to accept it
So this that love to all the ones
That loved me one time
And sometimes
Think I don't love people enough
For the love that they provide
I been running through these pages
Bloody from paper cuts and punchlines
The least that I can do
For all the ones that helped me love life
My momma and my poppa gave me solace
I ain't losing
And I ain't solved all of my problems
But I swear to God Imma do this
Imma wake up and start tomorrow
As a new still salute my bruises
Cause I'm alone with my thoughts too often
But that reminds me that I'm human
I can do this
I been down in life but I smile still
Now I finally understand how I feel
Cause for once in life man the smile's real
Ain't seen the sun in so long
Thinking man it's been a while since
I heard the words good morning
Now I'm finally ready to step outside again
Good morning
Good morning
And I can see the sun rising in the distance
Every night I had this dream
But never got to see the ending
Now I'm realizing
That this dream ain't ever really finish
Just the lens it gets more vivid
Cause for once in this dream I'm living
Finally
I won't fall down from the ceiling
Just open up my eyelids
To reveal a brighter picture
A lighter image
Polaroid been stained inside my mental
Cause only when darkness is endless
Will you admit to the sun you miss him
I really missed him
Now I'm ready to have that light back
Yeah I smile at that bright flash
This polaroid ain't got no price tag
I been so distant
But now I'm ready to have my life back
So I think it's finally time that
I wake up before my line flat
And I'm home mama
I'm home now
I'm grown mama
Don't you know now
I was gone for so long
I took the wrong route
But don't you know mama
I'm home now
I'm waving at her smiling
Finally made it out the passage
And my dad stands right beside her
Seen a tear fall from his lashes
But he's laughing
All the things I had imagined
God he finally made 'em happen
Wave goodbye to my past
I see it passing
All my life I had been asking
What I'd ask for
If I ever had the chance to ask it
Ask for all the things I hadn't
Live a lifetime from a mattress
Or if I'd really wake up
In the morning if I ain't have to
Truth is none of that even really matters
Cause for once in my life I'm waking up happy
Cause I'm home mama
I'm home now
I'm grown mama
Don't you know now
I was gone for so long
I took the wrong route
But don't you know mama
I'm home now
I'm home mama
I'm home now
I'm grown mama
Don't you know now
I was gone for so long
I took the wrong route
But don't you know mama
I'm home now
The past year has led me
Across a pathway of self discovery and learning
That I never thought was possible
I've realized more about myself and my identity
Than in my entire life
For a long time, I was stuck in my head
My dreams
Obsessing over what I didn't have rather than what I did
But I believe I have finally woken up
Not through denouncing dreams and existing only in reality
But rather finding hope
The balance between the two
Hope is the dividing line between dreams and reality
I believe I have found this hope that is necessary
And I realize that some of my dreams and my reality
May never be the same
But maybe that's okay
Maybe I can find solace in this thought
Thank you for listening

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