Ups & Downs (feat. Ca$taway & Drip Dry)

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I'm a suicidal freak
Let me rest in peace
But I don't wanna die right now
Will you rescue me?
Tell me why I'm dyin'
Tell me I'll be fine
Tell me that I'm okay
But I know that you lying
And I'm up
And then I'm down
And I jump
And then I drown
And I'm up
And then I'm down
And I jump
And then I drown
Thinkin' of sellin' my soul
I can't really take it no more
I know that I'm down
I'm under the ground
And I just want an easy way out
Emotions you know they go up and down
Nobody knows what I'm talking bout
Caught all up in this self doubt
Your bitch got a smart mouth
Livin my life
And I got nothin else to give
I got nothin else to prove
Cause I do not know if I'm going to die today
But I might die soon
I might f*ck around and sell my soul
I might f*ck around and lose control
I might f*ck around and die tonight
I might f*ck around and end my life
Cause there ain't no demons
An' there ain't no devil
Just people who thinking that they on a different level
I do not stress all these mental battles
I cut them right out with a metal scalpel
And watch them bitches fucking scramble
All my dreams fall to shambles
F*ck it, I'll just change the channel
I'm a suicidal freak
Let me rest in peace
But I don't wanna die right now
Will you rescue me?
Tell me why I'm dyin'
Tell me I'll be fine
Tell me that I'm okay
But I know that you lying
And I'm up
And then I'm down
And I jump
And then I drown
And I'm up
And then I'm down
And I jump
And then I drown
Said I might sell my soul
If I start to lose control
An' the devil tellin me
I'm out here on my own
No angels by my side
And these demons in my mind
Tell me I should end my life
Scar my wrist up with a knife
Is death an illusion?
Is the afterlife proven?
They want the confusion
Another religious delusion
They wanna divide
And make you choose sides
But if you don't pick it right
You might just lose your life
You might just lose your soul
Cause I lost myself
Somewhere along the road
And I been on the run
Got nowhere left to go
An' I got on my knees
I was praying to the Lord
An' all I ever got was a dead end dial-tone
No one wants to help
The man without a soul
An' they kick me while I'm down
Guess it's time for me to go
Guess it's time for me to go
And I'm up
And then I'm down
And I jump
And then I drown
And I'm up
And then I'm down
And I jump
And then I drown

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