How I Feel

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You ask me how I feel, and I don't ever hold back
When my anger issues act up, Ion really wun chat
I cure my pain in my loneliness, even though it's toxic, could you give me a helping Hand, I wanna quit that
Girls ask me what I do, I don't tell em that I rap
I stay away from attention ion need cah on want that
I don't care if that pussy fat,
A small list of standards that I live by, I don't really break that
Never jumped on music to earn me no plaque
I got bigger fish to fry, my momma needs her own flat
Scratch that, more like 50 acres, matter of fact
With the swimming pool and jacuzzi so she can just relax
How can I complain when she raised me off of scraps
Feds still fun stop cah I got a hoodie on my back
Approaching me with weapons, da pig still got slapped
They can cuff my wrist but my soul stays intact
A thousand hours in da booth, never have I slacked
A thousand L's to this game, never have I cracked
This game funny, you can't pay me to react
I keep mind on my riches, that's work to Pac
I'm, antisocial, I hardly interact
When you, raised in my hood, certain things you attack
You can, call it God's curse or maybe bad luck
Fam it is what it is, I guess you gotta just adapt
Independent to my core, don't pay me in no cash
I best see equity on that fucking contract
Residual dividends, just to be exact
If they don't accept, keep it stepping I'm out the map
Word to Nip, on my marathon, running laps
Dumb moves that I made, I wish I coulda spun back
I owe myself time, I can never afford to nap
It's power that I need, not bitches on my lap
But still, who's gan ask me how I really feel?

I wonder what this life got in store for me?
Ain't here forever, so let my music play as my prodigy
The reason I'm alone I think is due to my honesty
I'm the realist meaning of quality over quantity
In this life, what was made for me?
Brixton, a mix of home with hostility
My life is encompassed by volatility
Makes sense why most girls are scared to invest in me
Loose lips sink ships, my lips keep secrets deep
After family, next thing I keep safe is privacy
Come see my behind the scenes
My life is momentary, I wish there was a trilogy
Rebel for the cause, I'm like Nipsey with that Malcolm piece
Time to level up, I'm on my Malcolm read
No need for Cuban links, I let my presence speak
Idle time is the greatest of my enemies
That's why more time you'll find me working or
Praying on my knees
Jail is long, I'm more than a number on a screen
I can't be
In front of sum white jury, waiting to firm a bird, with a number on my tee
I'm Moses, I gather da troops with me
How many man I taught to fish, when it came to feeding me
I was left with breadcrumbs
That shit always taught me I can't never die for niggas that won't ever die for me
I know my own friends talk behind back secretly
Although it's not seemingly, I read man repeatedly
Girls speak beautifully, But they just teasing me
Is it a female trait to talk things so appealingly?
But when it comes to action, you just cheating me
I'm serious, you say you feel me, but in reality
You're just feeling me
You say I'm weird but nah babe, I'm just being dead real you see
Man watch but don't say much, cuz I do things differently
Girls love judging me, by my street imagery

But still, who's gonna care enough to ask me how I really feel?

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