Nasty On My Spirit (feat. Tom Parry-Jones)

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I used to talk a lot, but, now not so much
My family had a lot to say about me keeping it shut
My family had a lot to do with all my ammunition
I'm losing track of all my bullets, and I can't find my gun
And I'm sick
Like, really fucking ill
Like, nasty on my spirit
I can't fix it with pills
Like every time I try to
Move, I end up standing still
Like everyone around me
Better If I'm by myself

Wish I could think ahead and keep from running mouth
Wish I knew everything back then like I do now
Wish I was better when I still had you around
Wish I could pick myself back up, I'm feeling down

And I'm pretty sure that everyone is lying to me
Paranoia sets in, and it's hard to admit
That I feel unfit
To be goin outside like this
To be spending my time like this
To be living my life like this
Too sick to exist
I commit to a fifth
And I bury myself in the mattress

Unconscious
(Unconscious)
No conscience
(No conscience)
I'm selfish
(I'm selfish)
You felt it
(You felt it)
I'm hopeless
(I'm hopeless)
I wrote this
In hopes of keeping my-my self in motion

Unaccountably
We are alone
Forever alone
And it was meant to be this way
It was never meant to be any other way
And when the death struggle begins,
The last thing I wish to see
Is a ring of human faces hovering over me
Better just my old friends
The walls of my self
Let only them be there

I have been alone but seldom lonely
I have satisfied my thirst at the well of my self
And that wine was good
The best I ever had
Having been born into this strange life
We must accept the wasted gamble of our days
And take some satisfaction in the pleasure
Of leaving it all behind

Cry not for me
Grieve not for me
Read what I've written
Then forget it all
Drink from the well of your self
And begin again

Unconscious
(Unconscious)
No conscience
(No conscience)
I'm selfish
(I'm selfish)
You felt it
(You felt it)
I'm hopeless
(I'm hopeless)
I wrote this
(In hopes of keeping my-myself in motion)
Keeping my-my self in motion

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