Would It Be the Same?

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Trnth

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Yeah yeah tell me where they at though
I'm worried stressing up late I can't sleep
Two weeks at five am till three pm I oversleep
You're currently hearing this
There's a great chance I'm asleep
That's a fact but that's me
Depressed alone
Afraid and so weak
I find it funny how a current tone can change the
Entire mood
Trying scared of what you
Would do if I told you my pain
Would it be the same or
Would you fucking change
Locked up speechless so I laugh when I say I'm depressed
And in fact here's an example
Yeah dude I'm depressed as f*ck right now
Do you feel me
Nah really do you feel me
If you really fucking felt me
You would understand I'm hurting
I bust my ass for y'all and your looking back speechless hurting
My pride what a long waste of time
I love you momma but goodbye
I can't chance it I'ma lie
In bed stressing out
Scared of what's next
Realizing that letting me stay was out of love not required
And now I'm looking back preaching to the choir
Saying that you're right because I'm really needing help
Scared to call you up cuz when I say something you run
To another fucking topic screaming yelling I can't stop it
Now I'm stuck
What to do so I rush
Why I must see this view
I don't know but my luck
Seems to turn regardless of what is next
And honestly I could guess
But is what's next life or is it death and
I hate think about it it honestly breaks my heart
Wisdom isn't grown it is knowledge in your heart
Fickle minds roam but
Crippled minds search
I fit the picture of both
I'm young stained and parched
Thirsty for love drained I'm living in a drought but
Is that a personal problem or do I need to get out
If I get out I fall behind falling out
Of the path to success that I promised to build I'm out
Of breathe
Seems stress becomes effortless
My essence is dying what will happen when I'm reborn
To another heaven or whatever my mind allows to happen
My time is really coming regardless of what is happening
Habits of love given their broken I'm soul searching
So hurt
And so work filled
I'm an old person
Old stories seem like decades it's been a year shit
And what happened previously is
I seized out my life changed immediately
I lost my mother
Lost my girl
Lost myself
Lost my mind
Insanity steady sitting on my shelf
Songs play but just for me
Myself
To Me
Tome
The truth of my existence is it scripted or is it fiction
I don't know but don't you get it
I don't know and I'm still living
I don't no I just yes
Do my shit for the best
Cuz I know that a check is the only thing they'll respect
So I work my ass off and that's everyday
Mind of a hustler and it's stuck I need to pay
Attention to my mental health not to what I pay as
I'm living in this maze I get lost on my own
Paid the cost for a throne
All alone I blame myself
You don't have to do it for me
You don't have to do it for me
I'm worried stressing up late I can't sleep
Two weeks at five am till three pm I oversleep
You're currently hearing this
There's a great chance I'm asleep
That's a fact but that's me
Depressed alone
Afraid and so weak
I find it funny how a current tone can change the
Entire mood
Trying scared of what you
Would do if I told you my pain
Would it be the same

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