Double-Edged Sword
Jul-Z
Become A Better Singer In Only 30 Days, With Easy Video Lessons!
What do you really just want me to say I'm still alive but my souls in the grave I'm really only just in this for fame And I'm wanting the dollars to fill up my pockets instead of this change What is the reason to all of my days What is the reason to all of my ways Today's a new day but I'm making excuses So what is the reason today Stretching these lies and I'm hiding in fakery Been 18 years and I haven't found bravery Hurting myself myself because it is so savory Serving the devil i feel like I'm catering What do you think you could say to me I've tried the pills and I've tried all the people I've tried all the talks and I've tried all the needles But none of these things have potential of saving me Music can help but sometimes it just hurts Feeling real blessed but then feeling real cursed I just keep doing like all of these verbs Described in my songs with all of my wrongs Repeating the words How can I move when I'm stuck on this turf Music don't curve Music is just like a double edged sword Cause Music can heal but the music can hurt Everyday I'm just feeling this pain Everyday I'm just feeling the same Everyday I'm just hoping for change Just waiting for all of this to go away So everyday I'm just digging my grave Lost all my sense and I'm feeling no ways Always in pain and I'm craving the taste Tryna be happy but that just seems fake (Yea) Always got something to say (Yea) Always got something to hate (Yea) Always got something to add or to mention Until i can clearly feel all of this pain (Yea) Can't run away (Yea) Don't got a say (Yea) I'm coughing and choking These blurry emotions Abusing my body like everyday I dont got time to just sit here and play I dont know why you think that I'm ok I dont why you think that i got time to just sit here and wait For a girl to come up and show love and step up to the plate Everyone's hoping for something to wow (Wow) I'm just that person that's gon get you down (Down) Don't get it confused It's called self abuse The cycle that keeps going round (Round) F*ck it i guess you can bow (Down) Whenever you're needing a frown (Wow) Whenever you're stuck on the ground (Ow) Whenever you think it's depressing o'clock And you're stuck in your car In a closed parking lot And then people start looking from far So you just keep on turning it down (Down) I can't see faith cause I'm looking away I just hope that I can make it one day I just wish people would stop all the talking And keep on just walking And quit all the asking if i am ok Why do you think that i say what i say Thinking I'm here and I'm here to just stay But try to just speculate Even just yesterday i couldn't promise today Now I'm just stuck and I'm looking for answers Rhetorical I'm just a fucking disaster Complaining bout always just being depressed And I'm acting like I am the nail to the hammer They call me the catcher The question that i have been trying to answer I've Always been sad because my life is bad And Now try to compare that to battling cancer All I do now is complain about stress My struggles are fake and it's all in my head And call it whatever you want I say it's a hoax But i guess you could say I'm depressed All of this pain And most about her The music ain't healing the music just hurts It did not change me the music just hates me This music just ain't living up to it's worth F*ck it like Imma just die on this earth How can i live if I'm living for her Thinking I'm good and then feeling this pain And then feeling this way and this music just hurts F*ck it I feel like I'm living so cursed Stuck in the ground I'm so deep in the dirt All of this writing it just ain't exciting And every new song i release I feel worse Now i just lie and i never know why Always just faking it Never been making it Looking for ways to put on a disguise Always think that i can make it all right Hating the mic It's another new fight It's another new day where i try to survive It's another new way so that i can get by It's another new game and I'm playin to die (Yea) I'm playing to die Playing to die and I'm wondering why Wondering why Why do i try Why do i make up excuses and lie Why do i lie Why can i never just make up my mind Why do i fight Nobody listens and nobody gets it But still I always continue to write Yea
The easy, fast & fun way to learn how to sing: 30DaySinger.com
Citation
Use the citation below to add these lyrics to your bibliography:
Style:MLAChicagoAPA
"Double-Edged Sword Lyrics." Lyrics.com. STANDS4 LLC, 2024. Web. 13 May 2024. <https://www.lyrics.com/lyric-lf/5910185/Jul-Z/Double-Edged+Sword>.
Discuss the Double-Edged Sword Lyrics with the community:
Report Comment
We're doing our best to make sure our content is useful, accurate and safe.
If by any chance you spot an inappropriate comment while navigating through our website please use this form to let us know, and we'll take care of it shortly.
Attachment
You need to be logged in to favorite.
Log In