Childhood
L.T.
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I went into kindergarten with a decent mind state Next year I made a few friends and I was still unphased Then I tried to kill myself in only second grade Wave while my joy started to fade I sold my soul but it feels like I'm the one who paid I walk to my house everyday but because of alcohol it was never a home You were never sober so I had to raise myself all on my own Because of your arguments I say everything with a negative tone You just kept pouring but I was so young so how could I have known What was even the purpose You say my life is perfect, you must not see what's under the surface All of this pain that I feel I just hope it was worth it My family was always toxic I just fake happiness like I got it You drink and argue and I had to spot it I'm still afraid to speak on this topic I was always alone as your son I had alcoholic parents and no friends I had no one Don't try to fix it now cause I'm so done There wasn't a night that went by and you didn't fight I was powerless and I can't lie There was so many times that I just wanted to die When my brother left for college I had no one to rely on But I love him to death cause he has a shoulder I can die on In my dark black mind he turned the light on He had problems of his own I'm sure But he picked me up when he was at his worst And distracted me from the curse That is the house I live in I need to disperse From the bad habit I have of blaming everything on me about this earth People say I don't smile as much as I should But you got it all misunderstood If I wanted to I could But there's nothing positive in this world so I never would So I walk down the street like everything is good This is my life I'd like to welcome you all to my childhood In fifth grade I had a crush on this girl I was ten years old but I wanted to give her the world But she wasn't even worth a pearl Even after everything you put me through I still thought that I loved you There was never really a time I talked to girls so it was all new I thought that you were an angel but the devil was to Remember when you texted my like you loved me Cause you thought it would be funny To play with my heart not thinking that it'd hurt me You took my heart and removed it surgically I was in pain and needed someone nurture me Even if you did think it was a big joke You didn't have to blame it on my best friend though That made me feel at a new low Don't sit there and act like you don't know I was so confused and I didn't know what to do I thought my friend stabbed me in the back because of you I remember you texting me on the weekend Asking if you and me could be friends With all the suicidal thoughts you gave me I should be dead Walking with death to my end At least I won't have to see you again I just had to take the time to let off some steam I remember you texting me an apology that you probably didn't even mean Life isn't a dream Now that you're out out of my life it's been peaceful It took me way too long to realize that your evil People say I don't smile as much as I should But you got it all misunderstood If I wanted to I could But there's nothing positive in this world so I never would So I walk down the street like everything is good This is my life I'd like to welcome you all to my childhood There was a time where me and mom would leave my father He drank all the time it was becoming a bother We we were broken past the point of a doctor When he found out he quickly dropped it Are family was being repaired because of this And I got a glimpse of happiness I year after that my mother cheated on him With a boyfriend from middle school And it was really cruel I felt minuscule watching my mother tear apart my family like a fool Why would you even do this He wasn't even an improvement He had been out of prison and still lived with his mother I've almost seen my family been torn apart I will not watch another This happened throughout the entire summer Me and my dad both know that we love her But if there was a problem they could have dealt with it like a couple She didn't have to get in so much trouble While my dad tries to put back the family together like a puzzle With all the pain I felt he had more than double You would always sneak off to see him But my dad can take care of himself unlike he did And I can't do anything cause I was seen as a kid After this all ended you and my father got married I remember the smile you both had when I was the best man And you putting the ring on my dads hand I'm just glad god let my family stand People say I don't smile as much as I should But you got it all misunderstood If I wanted to I could But there's nothing positive in this world so I never would So I walk down the street like everything is good This is my life I'd like to welcome you all to my childhood With all this said and done I still feel like no one Living is still no fun I still wanna shoot myself with a gun But I act like I'm fine And ignore my mind Wounds all heal with time But you've pushed me off of the edge So the only thing in my heart now is revenge
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