Past Life

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UncleDokz

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Still been plotting to move bags that's my decision if I move that
But I don't see love all I see is a way to man up
Sweat out the blood on your doormat
Just getting started walking round with my head up way to many times I was drugged up Burden to everyone that's Ever showed up breaking my spine for these fake cunts Wishing I could climb from these tight situations but I can't
I give it my all n I pray in the dark
That's when all of my demons unmask
But the Angels I got are breaching alarms n keeping me safe so I grind from the south n Back just to get paid
Even if that means I'm digging my grave
Still I'm guilty like I murdered some slaves
Running in circles from things I'd change
Gave up hope but fears in my eyes from the things I regret
My friends are small but our hearts stay big
So we dig our way through the mess
My grips ready so I can't slip another day gone n i'm past it
Reminiscing on past shit nothing gets better but all you gotta have is heart kid
I've been pushing on my whole life
Chasing dreams up to the sky
Falling short n I'm wondering why
Is it all cause I touched that pipe I'm not a plumber
But I'm Tryna fix the cracks in my life I wanna buckle down n do well but I never had the help always the odd one Out I learnt respect is earnt not given out jealousy can break One down loyalty is what I'm about it's all in my blood Can't give that shit out broke me Down but I was raised a soldier carrying the weight on my shoulders alone
These addictions I had was a way to express how I'm feeling inside on my own n the Trauma I've gotta let go
It happened for a reason everyday I can feel the tension hate cunts n they're fake Attention
I know anytime I could lose my mind but I stay patient
I'm stuck in the grind I would dig a thousand ditches in order to sacrifice time
My options are slim but I don't mind
All I need is my family n I'll shine
That way I can sleep at night big ups to the ones that stayed by my side
A picture paints a thousand words under the lights
I'm done now no more moving herb
Nice to five n I get too work it's so important that ya know your worth
I been pushing to change like seasons
I guess I locked up and felt it all the way to my fingers
Better believe in my visions
Long way from the pond but still I'm leaping
Confused n anxious gotta remind myself why it is I do this
Heaven is up
Hell won't drag me down but I've lost trust
I'd give my soul for a real cunt
These trust issues that I now have keeps me guessing do I wanna love
I was hoping to move past it but it ate away like a bug
Run with the wind n never give up realise your path or get stuck in the mud
Everyone knows I'm not making this up I stay real for my brother's in arms
Mumma been stressing her whole life I know she don't wanna give up
Shoot for the stars n count every blessing you are
I did a lot of bad things didn't stop me from taking mums car
I didn't mean it I just didn't know how to ask
Family scars so deep that they're under my scarf
Family Gatherings could barely keep me from loving my aunt
Used to always drop the ball now I'm running through walls losing control ain't got shit but you could hardly tell
Hate everything about my old self
Keeping my mates close
Cause I needed the help
Everyday's like a wishing well
I been losing my health
I'm Tryna get better
These valiums calm my hot headed temper
Left me in a state where I won't remember
Life's hard but I won't buckle in a state of anger
Hardships my biggest fear
I'm in a race
Just to keep clear
Sick of Chinese whispers always going on in my ear
I keep to myself cause i never compare
Falling from grace again n I'm well aware
I'm losing my focus heading to Neverland
Real cats rise up to any man Without one second to bare
Rocka bye Baby right where you stand
Any excuse can break your stare
Live it up or crumble in tears
Dokz has given his all n is ready for bed
I know where I lay n I'm destined to land
Coming for glory I'm climbing these stairs
Feeling lucky I just need a chance
The fires here
I need an exit plan
Dreaming of being a kid again
But I know it wouldn't change who I am
The same face looks in the mirror man
Always Chasing all that I can
Accepting the fact I'm a damaged man
Writing apologies to mend what I can't bare
I promise this gonna be a good year

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