S.O.F. / Sea of fake (feat. Vib3)

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Price of life
That's what I'm asking
New environment
Yeah I'm adapting
Still stay alone
Like the brown Recluse
Hiding In the corner of the room
Protecting my space
If you try and enter
Then I'm going to strike
Living alone
Story  my life
Enter my mind
Okay that street down there
Yeah walk with me
That's lovers lane
Walk a little further
That's 18 block
Crazy part
That's all I known
Negativity
Couldn't ever feel positive
Everytime I try to love again
It's the same process
We talk then we Stop
I wonder what I said wrong
Why she left like that
The worst part
I already had my life planned
Then I gotta switch
All cause she wanted another nigga  dick
Cheat on me and I still tried to forgive
Was I stupid
Or was I truly in love
Now a days you can catch her on only fans
Or selling a premium
What happened
5 years ago
If she got exposed
Shed damn near die
Now it's 6.99 to see her online
How am I suppose to love
If my heart always be broke
Look I ain't never cheat
Hardly ever lied
Only thing I wanted
Was her in my life
Fall in love and go to the beach
Like we some kids in the 60s
But not in this history
A 60s where everyone was treated Equally
Regardless of the pigment and Ethnicity
But instead I'm here alone drifting

I Can't find real anymore
Love is walking out the door
I'm Surrounded by  snakes
Drowning in the sea of fake

Fake that's what I can't be
So that's why I'll
Never be
Where I wanna be
See
There's a game you gotta play
If you want the famous life
Abide by the rules
Do that
Get all the jewels
Speak out
Say goodbye to the clout
Rappers rap about what they do
Subliminally programming you
Well only the mainstream
Corrupt the world
With toxic ideologies
Overpriced accessories
Jus so brands can get more business
True happiness
Not defined in material
Only to some but not even then
If green brings justice
Why's there still violence
Look at yo wrist
Do you really need that Lex
Or even want ?
Do you need
Endless sex with endless woman
Or  do you only need one
I was always the type to question
Conscious before the age 11
I knew how the world was going be
Towards me
Percs  of having Depression and Anxiety
Notice more about society
Why people act the way they do
Why you have a status to yo name at School
Before the internet
I had paper and a pen
That's it
Fell in love with a girl
Who I found out later
Never felt the same back
Instead  was using me
Tryna get with my brotha
From then I knew
I loved broken girls
An to think this was in 6th grade
See I thought I understood then
But I understand even more now
We all need love deep down
Unfortunately love is dying out
Habits are picked up
You think you love that alcohol
Then
Wake up in a bed full of sorrow
You think you love that weed
Then wake up
Back to your sad reality
We doing all this to escape some type Of pain
But pain can't be escaped
Only embraced
I should know
I go through everyday
Everyday I still contemplate
What's the purpose of me
Why do I even rap on this beat
When nobody listening
Cause one day y'all will
Whether in my death
Or I finally get my deal

I Can't find real anymore
Love is walking out the door
I'm Surrounded by  snakes
Drowning in the sea of fake

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