Comfy (feat. Ja-P)
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Yo I don't want to live this life no more But I guess it's hard to leave it cuz I'm finally feeling comfortable And everybody in my circle asked me where'd I go Cuz I been disappearing from the world like imma fuckin ghost Anxiety eating me like a fucking host, depression just looking like, yo Here's a toast, for making it through the highs and lows witcha And getcho hands off that liquor, and getcho ass in the picture Depression show off her figure She looking good from the front to the back Damn, I think imma go smack And maybe get the digits and revisit her dangerous ass Especially relationships that timber and my job don't pay me shit I've been looking in the mirror thinking why I don't just quit I left my lady high and dry, like a pothead But the pot we smoked together couldn't make us stay united And even stopped the lying and the leaving In the middle of the night Then you was happy the next minute now we screaming and the fighting Who the hell am I to talk to When I was happy with depression I just let her do whatever she was kissing on my neck Making me feel, useless Makin this all, confusing I refuse to think that it was an illusion, I don't know who else to talk to So I guess I'll express myself with these bars I just been picking at scabs and healed scars Blood dripping down, I don't make a bloody sound Keep it moving some, how along the way, I abused it Now I use it to my advantage my ability to procrastinate Is more than higher standards but what's fascinating is the fact that I could prolly pass the greats Kendrick, Hov and even Drake I look back and they yelling wait They see me cross the yellow tape Now it's time to celebrate, skip the flower tossing I just wanna cross the top of heavens gates, just for heavens sake Demonstrate by savin grace I know the angels round me levitate But I just feel like deaded weight I've always been the one to made the music but I'm facing it last Cuz I know there's certain shit that I'm not making it past I've been running for a decade feeling safe on these tracks I skip appointments with my doctor cuz he's waiting to ask Was it worth it? Do you think it made you better as a Person? Are you proud that you survived and put the Work in, you've been suicidal, Has it worsened Music's taking off for you, so tell me, is it working, look I've given up, we tried to fix me enough How can he say he's proud of me then make me piss in a cup They used to tell me it gets better, I just wish that it does I talked about it for so long that they stopped giving a f*ck Why should I anymore? Why even try anymore Why am I writing this for free I think my life should mean more, if it doesn't I'm more inadequate than telling any addict, quit It doesn't work, I need a handle just to have a grip She knows I'm under stress Cuz when I get like this I f*ck her less, if I tell her bout it she's a fuckin mess I was never strong enough to be the one to flex I would rather have 12 cuff me than do another step I don't wanna cry for help anymore I don't wanna talk about my mental health anymore I don't wanna open up when I don't feel the need to cope With all this pain that I can't speak on cuz I felt it before, it's like I'm tired of being aggressive I'm tired of thanking God like I needed the lesson I'm tired of being lost when I needed direction I'm tired of who I am when I need your attention I die in all my dreams, so if it's coming true All I want is to go though my life as numb as you But then you'll figure out you're not enough for you And turn out just like me, so you better learn to get comfortable
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Written by: Japelle Shaw Jr., Will Olenyik
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